7th Post 14 Feb 2008

For now all i want to say is i miss her so much that dying seems like nothing to me.....it is really painful and killing me just to let go.....if i had to give up everything for her i would.....i really love her with my heart and soul.I know i should move on but letting her go is really killing me......it hurts so much i really dont know how much more i can take........