33th Post 27 Feb 2008

Read someone's blog again....well it did affect me in some ways.......comments like beng english etc didnt affect me.....it was the rest of the part that did....after living so many years why cant some people face the facts....pitiful......so what if you have fluent english .....it doesnt show anything.....really must look at the dictionary for one word that i find describes him well...... hypocrite.why bother typing so fluently with bombastic words when life should be simple and easy....maybe i just dont understand humans beings.....they have problems with accepting their own faults and yet like to comment abt other.....well all i can say to that is grow up......maybe i can understand why he behaves this way...it might be due to his up bring........poor thing.....but it also made him strong that's the thing abt life.....weak in one sense but strong in another....just wondering how come at 30 plus he is still like this......sometimes i feel i should pity him.......hurting others to satisfy his own feelings.....by the way i couldnt have sms him.....fool.....i dont even have his hp number.....the loop hole in his blog was abt the sms....if he read it once and deleted it then he wont be able to type it out word for word later.....lame.......good try in trying to hurt her and me but it didnt work.......sorry dear for even thinking abt doubting you.....guess i am still afraid of getting hurt....hehe....by the way again.....his blog is interesting to read.....like a 'sexscape' blog.......lol.....imagine he can tell the whole world he slept with who etc......but guess that is many guys' fantasy, sleeping around with different ladies........I am a guy too....lol
Another cartoon is Mark......if you have a clear conscience why are you afraid of people's blog....by the way if you are reading this...it's not crystal's blog but alan's blog that has named you.....you have better media reach......so what.....the line you are in is messy i know.....it's nothing new to me.....that's why i left.....very hard to keep a clear conscience in a back stabbing world.........pitiful people who needs to keep so many things hidden.....