13th Post 16 Feb 2008

I really dont feel like blogging now much...i miss her too much...she online now again now at 12.56am but straight away offline....really driving me siao.....i am happy to see her online but at the same time it kills and hurts me so much.....why cant i let go, why cant i move on........but at least i know she is happy that is the most important to me now.knowing that she is happy and safe.but dont know what made her depress...she doesnt deserve it....i rather i bear all her pain and suffering than let her go through all these......she deserves better.......i may not be her bf but she will always be in my heart.....so early reach home she must be very tired poor thing.....hope she sleeps more today as tmr she dont have to work....i am a fool......i'm weak.....i cant let her go.....and the tears keep flowing.......stupid charles