Long time never walk down after midnight to buy smokes.....felt so calming.....escape from the noisy daily life of SG...Somehow i felt peaceful.....haha......must be numb already after reading her blog.....see how when i wake up tmr..... hope no dreams...... my dreams can drive me mad..... it did once and made me regret losing Ginnie..... scare of dreaming.....
Well but i am looking forward to tmr..... should be an interesting day.... Morning go JB with hongjun till dont know what time....have to be home for Lunar 7th dinner....then at 10 it's KTV session with my dajie and Tempur people @ bugis .......dont know want to get high or get drunk....hope no hard liquor this time only beer......but confirm is no driving.......too dangerous liao.
There are times when i do things i will miss her being by my side...but then the facts hit hard.....ouch and boy it hurts bad.......
To kill my free time i watch movies and started to blog.....
I love watching american lame movies....damn funny and full of america jokes...too bad i dont have much kakis that understand the jokes like me.....just saw one also..... Meet The Spartans.....super funny and lame.....but damn nice and interesting......not easy to film a lame movie that needs to add in scripts from original movies......some more must funny..... super hard....guess SGporeans are not too open to american culture yet cos most dont understand the jokes or cant catch what the ang mos are talking abt.....funny but true.....dont believe....easy way to test out...just go find rap songs like 2Pac and listen see if you can hear what they rap....you will be amazed.
I was watching tv just now .....channel 8 @ 9pm then my fav CSI @ 10.....interesting show....indepth and stunning.....makes my mind turn abt facts. then @ 11.30 was Grey's Anatomy....It's interesting as it talks abt facts in life in a drama show....There was a scene that made me tear as it was great and also brings out my memories......It was the part when the chief 's wife lose her baby but the chief did not know till she told him.....the scene was so touching and sweet......dont know can find anyone who share the same interest in these shows like me.....Too ang mo pai liao.....
suddenly she comes in my mind again....haha.....she should be almost home from her bf's place soon......really understanding her too much kills me....i can even tell what time she should be doing what and when she will do it.....shit to me.......Knowing too much for my own good.....
but at least she is happy although it is built on my suffering but that's love.....hoping that she gets the best even through she is no longer there for you......
Some people asked me what is love before and i told them this.....
Love is accepting a person for who she/he is, forgiving them for anything they did and trust them in anything they do.....
There is no such thing as true love.....a relationship needs work to keep it together and closer, too bad she doesnt understand this pt.......lol
V day coming again....lucky i'm used to loneliness......think i should be fine on that day......
I can remember my worst lonely day.....It was on my birthday.....alone and cold and raining @ home with nothing to watch and no one to keep me company if i went out......that was the worst..... really guess i have too little friends......
Just discovered that i only travelled overseas twice during 2007 both business trips to china.Long time never go JB.....a bit like mountain turtle....lol.....but i still dont like to travel.....I always told my parents this.....There are so many roads in SG that i have not travel in SG why go overseas.....Now that i have travelled so many roads in SG guess it's time i start travelling.......But no forests for me....too many of that in army liao.....sort of miss the pacific ocean i saw at taiwan....the coffee powder like sand and the strong sea wind.....shiok.....smoking there even better super fast finish....almost time to zzzz....dont know what i will blog tmr...but who cares...dont even know got people will read these...lol.....lucky i still have friends that care
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