What a great day i had yesterday.....went supplier's home to fix his pc...in the end no need only need to transfer his router to another room and hook it up.....tada...all done....30mins.......somemore he picked me up in his accord...shiok.....then he ask if i could go jurong with him first cos he needed to drop of somethings at a shop.So i follow and he went to his store first to change car and collected his things.....hehe....Odyssey ...big and shiok..... to jurong....so relaxing dont have to drive.....after that he sent me home........super shiok afternoon....all that done around 3pm......then came something bad...crystal msn me to ask me not to wait for her...i was devastated.......i was fighting all i can to hold my tears in and not to go insane.......then she saved me again...she told me the truth....that opened my heart to her immediately.....she got threatened by her ex.....he threaten to hurt her family, her job, her car and me.....what a insane fellow.....cant get then destroy...siao...say he is dying cos got cancer,wanted her to be by his side for 2 months.....what type of reasons are these??? .....after that go siao and threaten then go and bad name her......certain things she told him but he used it back on her.....what is he trying to do, make her ashamed or imfamous or trying to make me leave her...but i thank him...i now know more and she has also opened her heart to me too.
Imagine for a gal to confess and be honest till this type of stage...who dares.....but that is one thing i like also.....she is honest and that is the most important to me.....what a pathetic person he is .....man to man...grow up la.....if she wanted your money than she wont come back to me.....cos i have no money.....why cant you blame yourself instead of others first.....ask yourself what you did wrong then say things....30 plus liao still so childish in EQ....you really need help......I will protect her the best i can and i love her with my heart and soul.......i can even let her go as long as she gets happiness...that is how much and how deep i love her......All these time revenge has never come across my mind.....cos i am not that type of person and she knows....She betrayed me twice but i still love her.....can you understand what is real love and how deep mine is for her...... If you blame her for hurting you...then shouldnt i be blaming you for hurting me and flirting with her......i chose to let her have freedom to grow and i neglected her so i deserved what happened.How can you hurt or blame someone you love.....you have already lost trust in her then what is the point in being together again.....I went against everyone's advice to be with her ......can you?I can accept all she has done and forgive her...can you.....
True love is to accept someone for who she is and not what she will become.....even if she has done wrong you can forgive her......
That is how deep my love for her is.......
I posted this comment on his blog...scare he edit my words
Thanks Alan for letting me know more things.I am pathetic cos i can forgive her and accept her and she has been honest and confessed to me…That is how deep i love her.And i know what has been going on abt you 2.You are a smart person so dont do silly things.Time for you to get treatment.I will protect her the best i can.Even if i get betrayed again, this is one road i have chosen….Dont forget you took her away from me once too and i dont hate you.You have helped her grow and i also want to thank you for that
I spent the rest of the evening with her after her work cos she was scared of you even when she forbide me for meeting her for 3 months.....she has given me the best gift i can ask for and that is honesty.....and i'm proud to say we are together.
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