1st Post 12 Feb 2008

Started this to get my mind away from her.
Life is good to me for now....Good family, 3 buddies and 1 good friend....
Just too bad that my relationships so far have all ended in tears and break downs for me......
So far i have cried for 7 Exs.... Silly me...a Guy crying...yes ladies i cry even through i look strong outside.I can still count who and when somemore.
Maybe it's my retribution for being a playboy in sec school....
So far this is the worst breakdown in a relationship and i'm still trying to let go and move on....
Guess my weakest pt is moving on and letting go.
How can one hate a person when you understand her, love her with your heart and soul and want to settle down with her??? Can anyone teach me.....cos i cant do it.
Later than post again...starting to feel depress again.....shit