125th Post 18 Feb 12

Once more i am wide awake. i have learnt a lot of things, things that hurts me a lot.
How do u make a person cherish love and relationships

When people learnt that the person is married or unavailable they should normally leave the person along but not in SG.... There are a lot of players around.

Knowing she is married still flirt with her, what type of a character does that person have...... probably also a problematic person.

Between settling down and playing around is the decision to make gal.

U know what i say is correct that's why it affects u that much.

U say u are stress and wants to work to stop thinking abt it...... rubbish

U are just trying to avoid the situation/problem.
U already know what is the choice to make but u are avoiding it cos u are afraid to settle down and commit.

Ur body is taking it's toll cos of ur lifestyle. Slowly but surely if u dont change, ur body will goes go down the drain. Physically and mentally u are losing it too. Choosing to avoid decisions will only make them snowball and slam u in the end gal.

Just think abt what u want for ur future, to settle down or u just want to carry on ur current lifestyle. This is the decision u have to make. It's that clear cut.

Just remember what i told u, it can happen now and it can still happen again unless u change.
The main difference between making the decision now is that i might not be around for u anymore and u will lose the only one who truely loves u.

My heart hurts but i could guess what u will decide to do. What i told u last night are all truth and facts. But if u still think he is the correct one than go ahead. Just hope that u will not get hurt in the near future which i dont think that it wont happen.

Hai....... loving someone is hard........