119th Post 16 Feb 12

It's not that i dont love u anymore or u are not attractive that's why i dont hug u.

I'm stressout and tired and my back is giving me problems. U should know i'm the quiet type who keeps to himself.

I am a man i have my needs. When i need relieve i always DIY and when u are around when i wanted it, u will be sleeping.
I didnt want to disturb u just to satify my needs ,i know u are working hard for our future.

I am also worried, it has always been u that have been able to satify me but i have fail to do it to u.

I always hug u and make love to u when i drink cos of 2 reasons.

1. i last longer and have a higher chance of satifing u
2. my back is more numb and i dont feel too much pain

Who wouldnt like to make love to their beautiful wife.

Didnt know that all these made u sad. my bad.

When u say u needed more space i started to plan and pack the room again to give u more space so that u feel that this is ur room not only mine.

I wanted to buy u a new iphone when u said ur phone is siao but my cash is tied down.

Do u know how sad it is when a person cant buy a gift for their love ones. I could only do the simple things to make u happy like sending u to work and picking u up.

Making sure u are asleep and sleeping well even when i cant sleep.

We love each other so much that we can sacified our own comfort.

I know that last month u were not sleeping well cos u keep kicking me in the mid of the night.

I wished i had more money or that i earn fucking a lot so that i can buy u lot of gifts and flowers.

Was planning to buy u flowers and cake for ur birthday, ur favourite chocolate ice cream cake even through i find it disgusting.

I dont enjoy going overseas only because of 1 reason, i dont have much to spare.

u think i dont like to fly overseas with u....... i hope for it.i wish i could fly with u everytime u fly, even just standing by ur side makes me happy.

Seeing u working urself so hard and getting so tired breaks my heart, I wish i could help ease at least some of the burden. Seeing u work hard makes me push myself to work harder too.

I always like u to hug me from my back cos i can feel the warmth and ur breast better.....haha

I didnt tell u that before.

I have and will carry on loving u regardless of what people say.

I have proofed my love for u is stronger than anything else when u first betrayed me.

I will keep proofing it to you every sec every hour anytime.

i dont know if u will read what i type but at least i have type it out.
I am a man of few words, many times i have just swallowed everything in cos i dont want u to carry more of my burden.

I'm sorry if i have hurt u unknowning, i have never mean it.

Dear wo si ai ni de.

riko and bibi also misses u.

Even if u kick me everynight till i die, i will still let u kick because it's u.

I dont know what i say or do or type will change ur mind but i will still try.

U are my world and i am the moon that rotates around u.
I cant survive without u.

Hope u will read all these and understand that i love u and will keep loving u till we die old.