Loving my short hair...... suits the weather.....hot......

i can just wake up and go out......and it will look like i had styled my hair.... free and easy.

But a few commented that i dont suit the hair style.

Someone pointed out that i was drinking almost everyday, come to think of it i was drinking almost everyday....lol

From 1 bottle to 4 to drinking sessions...... guess it's time to cut down..... if not my alcohol tolerate will be going up again.....

Someone pointed out that why do most people she meet only care abt outlooks instead of looking at inner beauty. Well gal, u just havent met the correct one yet. trust me i know best.

A person can be very beautiful but her core is rotten. And if u think that person will be happy u are totally wrong.... we should pity them cos they will never understand what true love is.

It's going to be another long week, work stress is under control now, or maybe it's me getting used to it.
A few more days to her birthday. My gift to u is to give u my blessings.

Looking forward to my ict..... my mates will not give me a chance to think much. They will pester me.......lol
I got a feeling that they will scold me too. Sad but true.....

When is coe coming down...... so high now how to buy car.....
But come to think of it, i'm enjoying my life more now........

Taxi everywhere and dont need to drive....really just enjoying the ride and scenery.
Can go out and drink anytime
Can flirt all i want
Can stop worrying all the time
Can be as free and relaxed all the time
I would say that i am free and easy now.

There are a lot of times when pain and heartaches comes but i am starting to come to terms with it. Thanks everyone for helping me out. I will try to move on faster and try to recover.

Told a lot of people that i am no more the Charles that knew but no one believed me. I dont hang my feelings on my face, they are deep down hidden from view. But now they are locked up and the keys have been destroyed.

Finally someone aks me why i wasnt the same Charles, this was my answer....... I had been hurt too badly and deeply after every relationship. Seems that this time is really the worst hit, I wonder how long more do i need to come out of this trance