I will kneel and beg the whole world for forgiveness if they could forgive my actions. That is how much I could drop my pride for u now. U may never see these messages but at least I let out my feelings for u. Every moment is a torture and day is hell. Did u expected me to be suffering this way. I don't think so. Tears and heart breaks are daily things to me now. Depression and sadness are buddies... to me. If 3 yrs time u want me to sign the paper I will. Why............cos u can be happy, that is my love for u. As long as u can and will be happy I am willing to sacrifice myself. If I need to go through hell to let u be happy forever I will. Cos ur happiness is more important to me than everything else. Time for me to go Woodbridge to see a psychologist.

He lost gf need to see, how abt me