Saturday, March 24, 2012

24th march 2012

Glad to know u are better miss E. but sad to say there is more to come.

Don't worry I'm here to listen. U are stronger than me. I'm sure u will recover faster.

My thoughts, wasted 6 years of my life never mind, betrayed me countless times never mind
Why I mind is hurting me as deep as u can for countless times.

U think it's funny or easy or what. How many times u want to hurt me till I break.

I am very near to breaking. Lose gf need psychologist, now I lost the one most important person in my life so should I go to Woodbridge.

I don't know I should be happy or sad that I can see u on Monday, think I should be very disappointed and sad.

To think I can still forgive u after all these. I really am shit, a fool and brainless.

Even now letting u be happy and letting u have ur way is what I am doing. Stupid me.

Yourlast chance will be when I return u the car at the end of month after that I will harden my heart against u. I need to start protecting myself. I have given too much in this relationship.

Really changing myself and my lifestyle for u. Di much that I lost mysel

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