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I really have lost myself for u. Day and night worrying abt u. Every time watching and listening to news worried sick that the flight u are in got problems with engine etc. waking up often to see if u got cover urself properly with the blanket. Worrying u never sleep well, giving u all the space u want on the bed. Letting u kick is nothing to me. U really don't know how deeply I love u.

All these years I gave u all I could. Too bad u still think its not enough. I really hope u will be happier after causing me so much pain and suffering. That is something I will bear for u in order for u to be happier. That is how much I loved u.

Every post and blog is a knife to my heart but I am willing to endure it. I am that stupid, bro u can scold me later.

I got erectile disfunction, in simple terms I can't get hard now. This is how badly I affected. U may not read this but I don't care.

Thinking back u ate the one who is selfish and un-understanding

U only thought abt what u want and need but have u ever think abt what I am going through.

How much stress and worries I am going through. I can tell u NO u did not after November.

Gal are u really sure he is the one. U are going through worse now.the organ is for u to spend time again. At night u are still sleeping alone. U really don't know urself enough.

When u want to wake up......... Ur life is getting worse now do u know that.

U are getting more alone...... I really pity u. U should understand me well enough.

U can't even let people know u are married and unavailable. How much do u need to lie so that u be can be happy. I really wonder how deeply u understand urself.

U will really lose everything if u can't wake up. As deeply as I love u I also have a limit, I only human, do I really need to have a mental breakdown completely to let u understand urself. Every moment is suffering, everyday is suffering. Till today I still worry abt u.

I really hope u understand urself and what u want cos this type of suffering is unbearable for almost all people.