Just an update on Mr Mark.......... He was had a fainting spell so he didnt attend court session. The case has been postpone till next friday.
I feel that i have been biased against him..... even if he did it, it must have been a moment's thought. Think of it this way.... he could have lots of "models" in his line of work be it legally or illegally. Think he must had a bit to drink......
Think there was a hint of jealousy in there too.
I betrayed my own way of thinking of always giving people a second chance and look from a 3rd person's view.
Angel.... I can see your POV and i can understand what you are trying to send across to me. Thanks a lot. Have a good time at the countryside. I look forward to your comments when you are back.
I always have this bad habit of worrying for others..........
I may also have been too straight and direct in my posting........ Havent been sleeping well since i started blogging daily.
I was worried she might get sad and endanger her own life while riding and etc. But it seems to sadden me even more daily....... sad songs seems sadder.......... and tears seems to flow easily too.
I did a bad habit just now. i kept staring out of the window again......... what's in my mind only I will know..... but it's not a dangerous thing, dont worry.
Thoughts fly through and feelings floods..........
She had made a couple of bad choices in her life till now but it doesnt mean she might do it again, I should have given her a benefit of a doubt for a while till something happens.
I'm just turn off by her coldness and unattentiveness, and also the way she treats my place.
I think i should change back to my hack care attitude again. That should make me happier for the moment.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
98th Post 14 Oct 09
I think i havent posted why the quarrel happened.....
The reason..... I wasnt concerned about what happened to her.
My reason.... she told me she will be going holidays with her co workers. But i tot was batam so i didnt sms her. As i knew she will be back on monday so i sms her, but she didnt reply.
What was i to think???
Is that the way to behave in a marriage ??? WTF........
It seems to me that the paper is nothing to her. The .....to have and to hold....till death till us part..... I DO thing means nothing much to her.......
Referring to her blog..... i shall voice out my thinking in words......
1st para....... brother's ROM...... got tell me was yesterday
Dishearted by mine...... you are the one who is doing this...... reflect upon yourself.You choose to do these type of actions. What happen ask yourself.
2nd para......... no longer friends yet he consoles you via facebook...... haha..... old dog old tricks same fool maybe again who knows.
People who backstab him are mentally unsound like that Alex....hmm..... really meh..... I dont think so. You reap what you sow......That's life. Answer for your own actions in life. If he did it, he will have to answer for it. Gain more fame.....of course but more like imfamous.....
3rd para... alot of people want access to read your blog. Mainly 2 reasons........ 1 people who are concerned, 2 people are interested to know how your life will end up(good or bad comment up to individual).
4th para........who is the busy one here....... cant even inform me properly, me being the husband have to read her blog.... what a joke.
Last para..... dont miss me too much..... i wonder for whom it goes to. ME ???? I dont think she will say that after she reads my posting.Why cos she will have a hard time reading and understanding it and me. She will most likely blame me instead on why she needs to do all these.
But let me answer her Qs in case she needs to know. You are in need of money for yourself............... I have never ask you for money even when i am empty. 10K debt cos of who??
Starhub debt cos of who?? Face it, It's the facts.............. The rest of the reasons in need of money i can understand.
I am starting to understand other peoples' POVs (point of view) regarding certain things. Sad but true things......... I can understand clearly why they comment what they comment and why they think so. Really interesting........ that's why love is blind........haha
The reason..... I wasnt concerned about what happened to her.
My reason.... she told me she will be going holidays with her co workers. But i tot was batam so i didnt sms her. As i knew she will be back on monday so i sms her, but she didnt reply.
What was i to think???
Is that the way to behave in a marriage ??? WTF........
It seems to me that the paper is nothing to her. The .....to have and to hold....till death till us part..... I DO thing means nothing much to her.......
Referring to her blog..... i shall voice out my thinking in words......
1st para....... brother's ROM...... got tell me was yesterday
Dishearted by mine...... you are the one who is doing this...... reflect upon yourself.You choose to do these type of actions. What happen ask yourself.
2nd para......... no longer friends yet he consoles you via facebook...... haha..... old dog old tricks same fool maybe again who knows.
People who backstab him are mentally unsound like that Alex....hmm..... really meh..... I dont think so. You reap what you sow......That's life. Answer for your own actions in life. If he did it, he will have to answer for it. Gain more fame.....of course but more like imfamous.....
3rd para... alot of people want access to read your blog. Mainly 2 reasons........ 1 people who are concerned, 2 people are interested to know how your life will end up(good or bad comment up to individual).
4th para........who is the busy one here....... cant even inform me properly, me being the husband have to read her blog.... what a joke.
Last para..... dont miss me too much..... i wonder for whom it goes to. ME ???? I dont think she will say that after she reads my posting.Why cos she will have a hard time reading and understanding it and me. She will most likely blame me instead on why she needs to do all these.
But let me answer her Qs in case she needs to know. You are in need of money for yourself............... I have never ask you for money even when i am empty. 10K debt cos of who??
Starhub debt cos of who?? Face it, It's the facts.............. The rest of the reasons in need of money i can understand.
I am starting to understand other peoples' POVs (point of view) regarding certain things. Sad but true things......... I can understand clearly why they comment what they comment and why they think so. Really interesting........ that's why love is blind........haha
97th Post 14 Oct 09
Thanks for the chat HJ. It was really useful. Happy that things are working out well for you.... jia you in your studies and i'm looking forward to your future home and kid.
Eric 2 more only you must also jia you......
Next........ Got 2 angels in my cbox. Dont worry i know who is the really one angel.
Just to update you since your asked.
He was charged with 5 counts yesterday and he tried to settle it out of court.
Officially today he has become a wanted man.Check Straits times i think should be online too.
I dont know whether should i pity him or pity the ladies or laugh at him....... mixed reactions and feelings included.Hmm......... how .........
To the person with many nicks....jia you. Keep it up. You are getting more entertaining.
My ops manning is here...... standby time.... shooting is confirmed. Ya..... Shoulderaches and bruising included. But hey it's fun.
Business is going to be under changes soon..... Should of looking forward to it but the process is a killer....... long and tiring days ahead but i think it's good cos it will also take my mind of things for a while.
I had a crazy night 2 days back..... I still dont believe that i had 2 plates of rice and after that i had 3 bowl of home made bo bo cha cha and than snacks......hmm....... hungry ghost festival is over....i wonder why.
I'm getting tired..... tired of this relationship which i feel is getting empty.
I ask if she treated me as a husband and she answer Yes. But the feelings and reactions proved otherwise. Her posting hurted me the most..... I can only say i find it crap. What a lousy logic......
I also feel that our roles have changed. I used to be the one working daily but now..... I go to work on the weekends cos she is working. HAHA....... funny right. Work work work work work....why....cos she has debts and bills.
Bills i can understand.....debts....lol..... i dont need to say why. I wont be surprised that end of the day she goes back to her old ways. There is always a possibility.
Her choice of believing who and trust who is weird. She didnt even inform me that her brother's ROM was a few days back. She doesnt show that I am her husband. She used to check my hp in secret but i knew. I had nothing to hide but not her. I dont really care if she feels sad after reading this post, honestly and frankly I am getting numb and dishearted. The event on friday tells me I'm correct in my thinking.
I went against all the advices and may end up i was wrong in not following them but i will only say I DESERVED IT if it happens. But i will not regret it and will do it again if i repeat my life again. I always believe in giving people a second chance. I have given her 3, it is up to her now to pick her road. If she is still so immature in thinking so be it. I'm tired.
Too much said, too much done, too much negative feelings gathering. She never showed that i'm her husband since the quarrel. Honestly i dont really care much anymore. I am starting to protect myself by shutting my heart slowly. When it's closed......lol......Just give me the paper.
I dont think I am totally wrong when I say she doesnt know how to think, why, cos a lot of people agree with me. Sad but true.......
Thanks Jensen for talking with me. I appreciate it a lot.
I still feel sad about talking very loudly to my mum 2 days back. I know she is still upset about it when i apologised.
Sorry Mother
I know she is keeping things from me again. Dont need to tell I can feel. I'm very sensitive to body language and words and actions.
I post for all to see and comment and to judge for themselves. Be it at the end of the day what happens, I stand firm with my decisions and judgements and conscience.
I believe in having a clear conscience and I stand by it.
I have been contempting to remove my ring from my finger recently. I dont know the exact reason but all i can say is that it's a feeling inside. It could also be due to my heart closing and i'm starting to protect myself. Safe Mode On....haha.
Somehow I feel sad and empty. I dont really bother much about what is happening to her recently anymore. The more i read her blog the more i feel upset and disappointed and disheartening.
She told me why she made her blog into invite only. I'm sure a lot of people are interested to know why.
The reason is to stop certain people from posting in her cbox. Other reasons...... i can think of at least 1 be it good or bad. But i can also think of a few reasons why i wasnt invite earlier...... ha sad or happy I really dont know.
I'm also contempting to ignore her topic on msn, too painful to read.
I'm also contempting to change my blog to invite only. The bad thing is I must invite and the cbox will get boring.
The good is she cant read and i wont be causing her more hurt.....hmm..... how any suggestions??
Lost and confused........sad and disheartened.........tired and numb........
Should a guy try and build a career when he is young or should he do it when he has more burdens. Angel can share your view on this ???
That's all for now. See when i will feel like blogging again....... Busy days ahead. It's rare that I will feel i dont want to go to the internet......but recently that has been the case. ha ha ha.............
You are the one whom i love the most and you will be the one whom hurts me the most.
That's Life ............. live while you learn and learn while you live
Eric 2 more only you must also jia you......
Next........ Got 2 angels in my cbox. Dont worry i know who is the really one angel.
Just to update you since your asked.
He was charged with 5 counts yesterday and he tried to settle it out of court.
Officially today he has become a wanted man.Check Straits times i think should be online too.
I dont know whether should i pity him or pity the ladies or laugh at him....... mixed reactions and feelings included.Hmm......... how .........
To the person with many nicks....jia you. Keep it up. You are getting more entertaining.
My ops manning is here...... standby time.... shooting is confirmed. Ya..... Shoulderaches and bruising included. But hey it's fun.
Business is going to be under changes soon..... Should of looking forward to it but the process is a killer....... long and tiring days ahead but i think it's good cos it will also take my mind of things for a while.
I had a crazy night 2 days back..... I still dont believe that i had 2 plates of rice and after that i had 3 bowl of home made bo bo cha cha and than snacks......hmm....... hungry ghost festival is over....i wonder why.
I'm getting tired..... tired of this relationship which i feel is getting empty.
I ask if she treated me as a husband and she answer Yes. But the feelings and reactions proved otherwise. Her posting hurted me the most..... I can only say i find it crap. What a lousy logic......
I also feel that our roles have changed. I used to be the one working daily but now..... I go to work on the weekends cos she is working. HAHA....... funny right. Work work work work work....why....cos she has debts and bills.
Bills i can understand.....debts....lol..... i dont need to say why. I wont be surprised that end of the day she goes back to her old ways. There is always a possibility.
Her choice of believing who and trust who is weird. She didnt even inform me that her brother's ROM was a few days back. She doesnt show that I am her husband. She used to check my hp in secret but i knew. I had nothing to hide but not her. I dont really care if she feels sad after reading this post, honestly and frankly I am getting numb and dishearted. The event on friday tells me I'm correct in my thinking.
I went against all the advices and may end up i was wrong in not following them but i will only say I DESERVED IT if it happens. But i will not regret it and will do it again if i repeat my life again. I always believe in giving people a second chance. I have given her 3, it is up to her now to pick her road. If she is still so immature in thinking so be it. I'm tired.
Too much said, too much done, too much negative feelings gathering. She never showed that i'm her husband since the quarrel. Honestly i dont really care much anymore. I am starting to protect myself by shutting my heart slowly. When it's closed......lol......Just give me the paper.
I dont think I am totally wrong when I say she doesnt know how to think, why, cos a lot of people agree with me. Sad but true.......
Thanks Jensen for talking with me. I appreciate it a lot.
I still feel sad about talking very loudly to my mum 2 days back. I know she is still upset about it when i apologised.
Sorry Mother
I know she is keeping things from me again. Dont need to tell I can feel. I'm very sensitive to body language and words and actions.
I post for all to see and comment and to judge for themselves. Be it at the end of the day what happens, I stand firm with my decisions and judgements and conscience.
I believe in having a clear conscience and I stand by it.
I have been contempting to remove my ring from my finger recently. I dont know the exact reason but all i can say is that it's a feeling inside. It could also be due to my heart closing and i'm starting to protect myself. Safe Mode On....haha.
Somehow I feel sad and empty. I dont really bother much about what is happening to her recently anymore. The more i read her blog the more i feel upset and disappointed and disheartening.
She told me why she made her blog into invite only. I'm sure a lot of people are interested to know why.
The reason is to stop certain people from posting in her cbox. Other reasons...... i can think of at least 1 be it good or bad. But i can also think of a few reasons why i wasnt invite earlier...... ha sad or happy I really dont know.
I'm also contempting to ignore her topic on msn, too painful to read.
I'm also contempting to change my blog to invite only. The bad thing is I must invite and the cbox will get boring.
The good is she cant read and i wont be causing her more hurt.....hmm..... how any suggestions??
Lost and confused........sad and disheartened.........tired and numb........
Should a guy try and build a career when he is young or should he do it when he has more burdens. Angel can share your view on this ???
That's all for now. See when i will feel like blogging again....... Busy days ahead. It's rare that I will feel i dont want to go to the internet......but recently that has been the case. ha ha ha.............
You are the one whom i love the most and you will be the one whom hurts me the most.
That's Life ............. live while you learn and learn while you live
Sunday, October 11, 2009
96th Post 11 Oct 09
Thanks William for the chat that day, it sure is some interesting information.
Bro dont worry, any advice any day is always welcomed and listened to.
By the way....... Monday is my S.C's birthday...... Happy birthday in advance just in case i forgot.... CS dont say i got no heart hor..... btw sorry i forgot to reply your sms....hehe..... Your GPS still with me le.
Cbox is picking up.... jia you.... keep the comments coming the person with many nicks.
Thanks Angel..... dont take it as hit on you lor. Take it as getting to know more friends......haha
I read an interesting article on xin min ri bao yesterday about a Mr Mark ( refer to my history ) whom got sued for molestation by not one but two ladies..... The paper even exposed when the case was filed which was on august 08. It also states that he said that he was the consultant of SPI. But SPI states that it was not the actual case as he was removed 2 yrs back.
My information maybe slightly off cos i have a bad memory....haha. Sure is interesting. The best part was that he had a friend who broke a law and went to jail.
He even wrote a blog for it expressing how he felt and he states that if a person breaks the law he deserves to go to jail.
Ironic........ I wonder if the papers will cover the conclusion......
Anyone can keep me updated please.
How how angel.... share your blog ???
Can ???
Please ???
Back to my life......
Had 2 tiring but short days and 2 long nights of drinking..... shiok for the drinking. Slow but enjoyable.
New guy is killing me..... I can understand that he doesnt know how to carry properly and he is slow. But he is really really fucking blur. Either he is really like that or he is a good actor. Really cant stand him...... feel like "killing" him......I seriously dont understand how he got his diploma.
All these are adding on to my aches and pains especially my backaches. Fuck.......
Today he caused me to strain my lower back and right wrist. Sian.... after 3 months my right wrist is back from injury but he caused it to hurt again.......
Beer and wine..... Cant remember the full name but i remember it was bin 444 only and merlot and 2007. Not too bad.
Anyone in SG who bought the epson tx300f AIO can update me on how to setup the stupid fax properly. The SG online manual and normal manual are all the same teaching the same method.... but the problem is the stupid software setup inside is different........... STUPID
Cant seem to get it to receive fax without manual intervention.
Bro dont worry, any advice any day is always welcomed and listened to.
By the way....... Monday is my S.C's birthday...... Happy birthday in advance just in case i forgot.... CS dont say i got no heart hor..... btw sorry i forgot to reply your sms....hehe..... Your GPS still with me le.
Cbox is picking up.... jia you.... keep the comments coming the person with many nicks.
Thanks Angel..... dont take it as hit on you lor. Take it as getting to know more friends......haha
I read an interesting article on xin min ri bao yesterday about a Mr Mark ( refer to my history ) whom got sued for molestation by not one but two ladies..... The paper even exposed when the case was filed which was on august 08. It also states that he said that he was the consultant of SPI. But SPI states that it was not the actual case as he was removed 2 yrs back.
My information maybe slightly off cos i have a bad memory....haha. Sure is interesting. The best part was that he had a friend who broke a law and went to jail.
He even wrote a blog for it expressing how he felt and he states that if a person breaks the law he deserves to go to jail.
Ironic........ I wonder if the papers will cover the conclusion......
Anyone can keep me updated please.
How how angel.... share your blog ???
Can ???
Please ???
Back to my life......
Had 2 tiring but short days and 2 long nights of drinking..... shiok for the drinking. Slow but enjoyable.
New guy is killing me..... I can understand that he doesnt know how to carry properly and he is slow. But he is really really fucking blur. Either he is really like that or he is a good actor. Really cant stand him...... feel like "killing" him......I seriously dont understand how he got his diploma.
All these are adding on to my aches and pains especially my backaches. Fuck.......
Today he caused me to strain my lower back and right wrist. Sian.... after 3 months my right wrist is back from injury but he caused it to hurt again.......
Beer and wine..... Cant remember the full name but i remember it was bin 444 only and merlot and 2007. Not too bad.
Anyone in SG who bought the epson tx300f AIO can update me on how to setup the stupid fax properly. The SG online manual and normal manual are all the same teaching the same method.... but the problem is the stupid software setup inside is different........... STUPID
Cant seem to get it to receive fax without manual intervention.
Monday, October 5, 2009
95th Post 5 Oct 09
Congrates Corinne on your first birth..... now from hot lady to hot mama liao......
I cant imagine you with the nursing boobs........ hmm..... hot figure....lol
Marilyn you must jia you...... then both of you can go out together and ask your husbands to look after them while you two go shopping.....that should be a sight.......should be very funny.
Think i must have eaten too much durians and become too heaty.....Can feel the pimples coming out.... ouch. Time for more water and herbal teas. Business is starting to heat up again.... Let hope that it will finally warm up and runs smoothly.
I find that i am quite a good person to complain to (listening ears).
Thanks to that certain person for today. You covered my job, thanks again i appreciate it.
But take care of your body too, you are getting on in age.
Tomorrow must round around SG again. I guess the route should be tuas, woodlands, northlink, Toa Payoh, Martin Rd than back...... super long drive again..... i wonder will i hit 300km.....hmm.... I guess it should be around there.Let's hope the weather is the same as today, cool and shiok.
Interesting cbox comments.....hmm....
Thanks angel for the comments, willing to share your blog with me? hehe...... let me see see look look and maybe "hit" on you.....lol
Thanks for reading my blog too.
Cant wait for more comments to happen, wonder which way it will go and how far?
Just updated my website again.... 6hrs of photo editing and htmls..... blurry vision and saw fingers. Hopefully it pays off, but i still find it lousy for now cos i was lazy to edit some of the photos to height 350 pixels. Tiring and troublesome..... Still must spilt 1 pic into 4..... even thinking of it is tiring..... I will just leave it for another long long long long long time.....haha...... lazyyyyy..........
I cant imagine you with the nursing boobs........ hmm..... hot figure....lol
Marilyn you must jia you...... then both of you can go out together and ask your husbands to look after them while you two go shopping.....that should be a sight.......should be very funny.
Think i must have eaten too much durians and become too heaty.....Can feel the pimples coming out.... ouch. Time for more water and herbal teas. Business is starting to heat up again.... Let hope that it will finally warm up and runs smoothly.
I find that i am quite a good person to complain to (listening ears).
Thanks to that certain person for today. You covered my job, thanks again i appreciate it.
But take care of your body too, you are getting on in age.
Tomorrow must round around SG again. I guess the route should be tuas, woodlands, northlink, Toa Payoh, Martin Rd than back...... super long drive again..... i wonder will i hit 300km.....hmm.... I guess it should be around there.Let's hope the weather is the same as today, cool and shiok.
Interesting cbox comments.....hmm....
Thanks angel for the comments, willing to share your blog with me? hehe...... let me see see look look and maybe "hit" on you.....lol
Thanks for reading my blog too.
Cant wait for more comments to happen, wonder which way it will go and how far?
Just updated my website again.... 6hrs of photo editing and htmls..... blurry vision and saw fingers. Hopefully it pays off, but i still find it lousy for now cos i was lazy to edit some of the photos to height 350 pixels. Tiring and troublesome..... Still must spilt 1 pic into 4..... even thinking of it is tiring..... I will just leave it for another long long long long long time.....haha...... lazyyyyy..........
Sunday, October 4, 2009
94th Post 4 Oct 09
Long time never tidy up my room..... super dusty and messy and dirty....
I'm still thinking of throwing away one of the racks. Maybe throw more things away too.
Let's see..... old stuffs, spare stuffs.
Giving away should be clothes, my wardrobe has too many shirts. I guess it's abt time to give them away.
I wonder if i pack now can it last till chinese new year....hmm....... Monday is coming.....boring......
There is still half a day left, let's see if i can completely tidy up my room......chiong
I'm still thinking of throwing away one of the racks. Maybe throw more things away too.
Let's see..... old stuffs, spare stuffs.
Giving away should be clothes, my wardrobe has too many shirts. I guess it's abt time to give them away.
I wonder if i pack now can it last till chinese new year....hmm....... Monday is coming.....boring......
There is still half a day left, let's see if i can completely tidy up my room......chiong
Saturday, October 3, 2009
93th Post 3 Oct 09
Thanks for the care and concern Elvin and William.
Although i am still a bit lost but i think i am starting to walk out towards the light.
The cbox is getting interesting again. Although it is by the same people. Keep it up...
I am starting to understand how to tell if a person who thinks he/she is in a marriage and a person who is really into the marriage.It's a mindset thing. But sad to say the more i know the more disappointed i am. But that's my business.
Finally my chronic left chest pain is gone, i guess it should be due to my sleeping posture. I havent had this type of pain for a few yrs since poly.
Muscle fatique plus bad sleeping posture = chronic pain.....
I am starting to think that being honest is actually a bad thing regardless of the topic.
People like to be sweet talked be it business, love or social. Maybe i should start to tell more twisted truth and see how it goes.
Range is coming soon..... YA~!!!! Fun fun but lots of gunpowder and shoulderache coming along with it. Looking forward to it. I wonder how is my shooting now. Heard that our rifle is shared so must re-zero it......sian.
Although i am still a bit lost but i think i am starting to walk out towards the light.
The cbox is getting interesting again. Although it is by the same people. Keep it up...
I am starting to understand how to tell if a person who thinks he/she is in a marriage and a person who is really into the marriage.It's a mindset thing. But sad to say the more i know the more disappointed i am. But that's my business.
Finally my chronic left chest pain is gone, i guess it should be due to my sleeping posture. I havent had this type of pain for a few yrs since poly.
Muscle fatique plus bad sleeping posture = chronic pain.....
I am starting to think that being honest is actually a bad thing regardless of the topic.
People like to be sweet talked be it business, love or social. Maybe i should start to tell more twisted truth and see how it goes.
Range is coming soon..... YA~!!!! Fun fun but lots of gunpowder and shoulderache coming along with it. Looking forward to it. I wonder how is my shooting now. Heard that our rifle is shared so must re-zero it......sian.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
92th Post 28 Sept 09
Thinking back.........
I should be the one to blame for this. I was to easy going, allowing her to do whatever she wants. Maybe i should have be the controlling type and treat her like a puppet.
I guess she is actually very selfish and always thinking about herself and listening to the wrong group of people.
Even when she read the topics on the forum she still hasnt learnt anything. Stupid.... wake up
Sending me those sms....... what the XXXX are you thinking. You think fun is it, so selfish and immature. 27 already still cant behave like one.
I'm pissed off.
I will post the sms later when i'm feeling calmer.
I should be the one to blame for this. I was to easy going, allowing her to do whatever she wants. Maybe i should have be the controlling type and treat her like a puppet.
I guess she is actually very selfish and always thinking about herself and listening to the wrong group of people.
Even when she read the topics on the forum she still hasnt learnt anything. Stupid.... wake up
Sending me those sms....... what the XXXX are you thinking. You think fun is it, so selfish and immature. 27 already still cant behave like one.
I'm pissed off.
I will post the sms later when i'm feeling calmer.
91th Post 28 Sept 09
Long time never go hougang point for food.... finally KFC service has improved,even their food is starting to taste better but the pearl milk tea standard is getting worse. The 2 aunties are not having very good team work.
For ten years i never got scolded by my dad, just got scolded cos of someone. Isn't that irritating, somemore i hate to be blame for things i never do. Sian..........
I have been watching korean dramas this few days and am sad to say.... quite fairytale like le. Is it really reflecting on social life or trying to lure more people to watching it.
The shows reflect things that are super unlikely to happen in real life and to normal people.
Now i can understand why some korean stars have oba-sans for fans. The shows portray them as a childhood like fantasy setting, awaking the child in them.
I heard a very good topic recently abt an auntie complaining to her niece about her husband.
Auntie: Your uncle only knows how to work and never spend much time with me.
Niece: Why are you complaining?
Auntie: Cos i am thinking abt divorcing him?
Niece: What !!! Are you crazy, you want to divorce him cos of that.........
Auntie: Yap.
Niece: You must be stupid and foolish. Would you want a husband who works hard and lets you spend money anything you want? Or would you like a husband who spends money and time on you but you will never know where he is.
Auntie: Of course i will choose choice no.1
Niece: than you have answered your own question on whether to divorce him....
A wisdom person although she is not very old yet, 30 + only la. Luckily she doesnt read this. hehe
Thinking back I actually have quite a few good female friends that i can depend on. I'm amazed what did i do to get these few friends?? Hmm..... 1 from pri sch, 3 from sec sch and 3 from poly....... interesting. The best is their advices are normally right. Maybe this is what they call woman's sixth sense. They can feel it. But it does not apply to other things lor. Only certain topics they are dead accurate.
Long time never meet people for coffee...coffee later. I wonder how is his relationship going on....later must quiz him. Cannot say who wait got people will pester me for answers.
William jia you, i tot you told me that even people studying for BARS must chill on weekends.
For ten years i never got scolded by my dad, just got scolded cos of someone. Isn't that irritating, somemore i hate to be blame for things i never do. Sian..........
I have been watching korean dramas this few days and am sad to say.... quite fairytale like le. Is it really reflecting on social life or trying to lure more people to watching it.
The shows reflect things that are super unlikely to happen in real life and to normal people.
Now i can understand why some korean stars have oba-sans for fans. The shows portray them as a childhood like fantasy setting, awaking the child in them.
I heard a very good topic recently abt an auntie complaining to her niece about her husband.
Auntie: Your uncle only knows how to work and never spend much time with me.
Niece: Why are you complaining?
Auntie: Cos i am thinking abt divorcing him?
Niece: What !!! Are you crazy, you want to divorce him cos of that.........
Auntie: Yap.
Niece: You must be stupid and foolish. Would you want a husband who works hard and lets you spend money anything you want? Or would you like a husband who spends money and time on you but you will never know where he is.
Auntie: Of course i will choose choice no.1
Niece: than you have answered your own question on whether to divorce him....
A wisdom person although she is not very old yet, 30 + only la. Luckily she doesnt read this. hehe
Thinking back I actually have quite a few good female friends that i can depend on. I'm amazed what did i do to get these few friends?? Hmm..... 1 from pri sch, 3 from sec sch and 3 from poly....... interesting. The best is their advices are normally right. Maybe this is what they call woman's sixth sense. They can feel it. But it does not apply to other things lor. Only certain topics they are dead accurate.
Long time never meet people for coffee...coffee later. I wonder how is his relationship going on....later must quiz him. Cannot say who wait got people will pester me for answers.
William jia you, i tot you told me that even people studying for BARS must chill on weekends.
90th Post 28 Sept 09
Thanks for the advice angel. But whether i will follow it is another matter.
I have to agree on some of the points you pointed out, though i may not want to admit but it is true.
I think my limit is nearing, tears are not coming out like they are supposed to. Guess my heart is giving up the fight too.
Most likely i will give up and move on but how long and when will be the questions.
She may not know it but her immaturity is causing her more trouble and hurt.
She always likes to listen to the wrong group of people, it had happened before and it is still going on.
Word of advice... dont do things that you will regret, think properly first.
But time will wait for no one, there is always a limit.
I have to agree on some of the points you pointed out, though i may not want to admit but it is true.
I think my limit is nearing, tears are not coming out like they are supposed to. Guess my heart is giving up the fight too.
Most likely i will give up and move on but how long and when will be the questions.
She may not know it but her immaturity is causing her more trouble and hurt.
She always likes to listen to the wrong group of people, it had happened before and it is still going on.
Word of advice... dont do things that you will regret, think properly first.
But time will wait for no one, there is always a limit.
89th Post 27 Sept 09
Thanks peishan for helping stablize my emotions
Some random thoughts.....
I find that the more i want to hate her, the more i cant do it.
Therefore i hate myself.......
Treating marriage like a child's play is seriously wrong, coming and going as you like doesnt hurt you the most but it hurts the one who loves you the most.
Now i fully understand the phrase... it is better to be loved than to love.
Haha deep but meaning full....
If you really want to end it so be it, please collect your stuff from my home when i am not around. i dont want to end up in tears....... i have been holding it in and i dont know how much more i can take.
If it happens I have to say sorry to the people who gave me advices before. I regreted not heeding all your advices.
I thought she has understood what is love but guess I'm dead wrong about it.
She is still in the fairytale thinking.
The more i understand her the more i feel that she is running away from serious relationship.
Somehow i think i should give up totally, very dishearted by her behavior.
Marriage is not a toy, tired then throw away.
If i receive any letter i will sign it cos it seems my feelings and love are just toys for playing.
Even if it does not happen, i also have no idea how i should react.
I cant pretend that it did not happen nor can i over see it.
I can only confirm one thing now and that is I'm tired of this bullshit.
Some random thoughts.....
I find that the more i want to hate her, the more i cant do it.
Therefore i hate myself.......
Treating marriage like a child's play is seriously wrong, coming and going as you like doesnt hurt you the most but it hurts the one who loves you the most.
Now i fully understand the phrase... it is better to be loved than to love.
Haha deep but meaning full....
If you really want to end it so be it, please collect your stuff from my home when i am not around. i dont want to end up in tears....... i have been holding it in and i dont know how much more i can take.
If it happens I have to say sorry to the people who gave me advices before. I regreted not heeding all your advices.
I thought she has understood what is love but guess I'm dead wrong about it.
She is still in the fairytale thinking.
The more i understand her the more i feel that she is running away from serious relationship.
Somehow i think i should give up totally, very dishearted by her behavior.
Marriage is not a toy, tired then throw away.
If i receive any letter i will sign it cos it seems my feelings and love are just toys for playing.
Even if it does not happen, i also have no idea how i should react.
I cant pretend that it did not happen nor can i over see it.
I can only confirm one thing now and that is I'm tired of this bullshit.
Friday, September 25, 2009
88th Post 25 Sept 09
Thank william for the interesting article.
Really getting bored of the cbox.Nothing interesting to read at all.
You need to get more fresh ideas to comment.
Cold war has happened.
I still cant figure out why but i can only think of 2 things.
1. Super bad...dont want to think of that
2. She feels like i never keep her company enough
Let's hope it's the latter...... Sad
She broke her promise again, she promised me that we will always talk abt things.....
Blog also locked, seems like it's going to be over.
What am i to think?
I was angry with her the first few days cos she broke her promise. Till now i have no idea what is going on.
I know she is still ok cos i saw her posting on other forums. Well at least she is ok and that is one thing off my mind.
Should i be disappointed?? Angry?? Sad?? Depress?? I really dont know anymore.
Somehow i feel tired and exhausted.
Guess i should have known when she started to spend money on certain things.
I sure am a good liar, I can tell myself it's just me thinking too much. What a fool.
Had been planning to bring her to orchard road to shop but she was walking. In the end i had nothing to do so i went to work.
Really getting tired..... spasm and back pain for the past month, really think my body is starting to shut down. Who knows I may wake up the next day and be unable to feel my down limps. haha.........
She should be home by now, tired from work. Luckily she can rest tomorrow.
I wonder if it happens again how should i react or think?
Will i be able to do what i had said last time and just let do?
I wonder how long will i take to recover?
How long will it take to fall for another or even will i dare?
Really really tired...........I dont dare to think too much for fear that i might go crazy again.
Where has my confidence gone too? More than 10yrs still dont want to come back to me.......
Sian..............
Really getting bored of the cbox.Nothing interesting to read at all.
You need to get more fresh ideas to comment.
Cold war has happened.
I still cant figure out why but i can only think of 2 things.
1. Super bad...dont want to think of that
2. She feels like i never keep her company enough
Let's hope it's the latter...... Sad
She broke her promise again, she promised me that we will always talk abt things.....
Blog also locked, seems like it's going to be over.
What am i to think?
I was angry with her the first few days cos she broke her promise. Till now i have no idea what is going on.
I know she is still ok cos i saw her posting on other forums. Well at least she is ok and that is one thing off my mind.
Should i be disappointed?? Angry?? Sad?? Depress?? I really dont know anymore.
Somehow i feel tired and exhausted.
Guess i should have known when she started to spend money on certain things.
I sure am a good liar, I can tell myself it's just me thinking too much. What a fool.
Had been planning to bring her to orchard road to shop but she was walking. In the end i had nothing to do so i went to work.
Really getting tired..... spasm and back pain for the past month, really think my body is starting to shut down. Who knows I may wake up the next day and be unable to feel my down limps. haha.........
She should be home by now, tired from work. Luckily she can rest tomorrow.
I wonder if it happens again how should i react or think?
Will i be able to do what i had said last time and just let do?
I wonder how long will i take to recover?
How long will it take to fall for another or even will i dare?
Really really tired...........I dont dare to think too much for fear that i might go crazy again.
Where has my confidence gone too? More than 10yrs still dont want to come back to me.......
Sian..............
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
87th Post 8 Sept 09
Due to William's comment i decided to post a short one.....
Cbox getting very boring.... jia you keep posting le...... 7 days never post liao.....
Range coming soon ... 27 of Oct who else same day?? want to go together??
Brother in law getting hitched soon too......
CS jio wednesday at clarke quay but dont know i will be free....hmm....6.30pm
Most likely shawn, william will not be going...
Jia you to william and hongjun for their studies.....Endure~~!!!!!
Cbox getting very boring.... jia you keep posting le...... 7 days never post liao.....
Range coming soon ... 27 of Oct who else same day?? want to go together??
Brother in law getting hitched soon too......
CS jio wednesday at clarke quay but dont know i will be free....hmm....6.30pm
Most likely shawn, william will not be going...
Jia you to william and hongjun for their studies.....Endure~~!!!!!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
86th Post 21 May 09
Another month has passed.... Reservice is coming soon....sian le....... somemore got in camp.
But the plus point is away from work and will be with my platoon mates, chatting and hang around time.... lol....fun man.
Few days back just a bike bang into my lorry's door.... sian..... lucky no one got injured but my door got a big dent and a broken side lamp. The bike got a cracked plastic shielding.....
But still must look on the bright side, no one was hurt. The biker called me and say dont want to claim the next day morning..... dont know is he weird or really kind hearted.
I will just take it that he is very kind hearted. Thanks uncle
The entertainment stopped again on my cbox.... He got nothing to add liao....boring le.... jia you le the person with a lot of nicks.
Yati i got remember your birthday hor, got heart one k.....
But the plus point is away from work and will be with my platoon mates, chatting and hang around time.... lol....fun man.
Few days back just a bike bang into my lorry's door.... sian..... lucky no one got injured but my door got a big dent and a broken side lamp. The bike got a cracked plastic shielding.....
But still must look on the bright side, no one was hurt. The biker called me and say dont want to claim the next day morning..... dont know is he weird or really kind hearted.
I will just take it that he is very kind hearted. Thanks uncle
The entertainment stopped again on my cbox.... He got nothing to add liao....boring le.... jia you le the person with a lot of nicks.
Yati i got remember your birthday hor, got heart one k.....
Monday, April 20, 2009
85th Post 20 April 09
Another month has passed. Reservice is coming nearer..... more and more things to FAN......sian.....life just doesnt seem to be going smoothly.....
My cobx is not interesting enough.... The same trick is going on again. Same location again..... At least post more ma so can entertain me more...... So sian le.....
Other day then post again...... hai
My cobx is not interesting enough.... The same trick is going on again. Same location again..... At least post more ma so can entertain me more...... So sian le.....
Other day then post again...... hai
Friday, March 20, 2009
84th Post 20 March 09
Time moves quickly and it's already the 20th today.
Still nothing much to read in the cbox. Could it be the person has run out of steam....hmm......
I'm not going to blog much but just post random photos from the last few months.
Before the photos, I have to say something to my friend who recently broke up.
Cheer up gal it's not like you to be this down. Give me a call or sms if you need someone to talk to k?
Move on.........You can do it.........
Thursday, March 5, 2009
83th Post 5 March 09
One month liao.... time sure pass quickly. CNY and weddings are over.
Dear has been working very hard, still maintaining her weight all due to me....hehe..... why.... cos i keep bringing her to eat...hehe......
I know it's my fault dear.
I'm hoping to see more entertainment in my cbox. It should be the same person posting using different nicks again.... ip is the same using maxonline. It's obvious that person is trying to create problem. But it is still very entertaining. Jia you dont just post on my dear's cbox le.
I'm quite lazy to post any other pics cos all the pics are taken by my dear and i cant remember where we went....hehe......
March now and so June is coming soon..... Reservice is coming..... high key somemore....... xian camp so far away.
But it's ok i have something to look forward to in June but before that got dear's birthday.
Finally the wet season is here cooling nights and wet days.....
Just remembered Rayson's birthday is coming too........
Dear has been working very hard, still maintaining her weight all due to me....hehe..... why.... cos i keep bringing her to eat...hehe......
I know it's my fault dear.
I'm hoping to see more entertainment in my cbox. It should be the same person posting using different nicks again.... ip is the same using maxonline. It's obvious that person is trying to create problem. But it is still very entertaining. Jia you dont just post on my dear's cbox le.
I'm quite lazy to post any other pics cos all the pics are taken by my dear and i cant remember where we went....hehe......
March now and so June is coming soon..... Reservice is coming..... high key somemore....... xian camp so far away.
But it's ok i have something to look forward to in June but before that got dear's birthday.
Finally the wet season is here cooling nights and wet days.....
Just remembered Rayson's birthday is coming too........
Thursday, February 5, 2009
82th Post 5 Feb 09
Found out something interesting. Someone needs to reflect about things that happened and are happening.
Sort of feeling sick when it have to be done this way.
Hope i dont pissed her...... she says.
How come most of the time is the other way round? Who is the one who steps down first.
Abt the topic of the bolster......
It's the same as having an object with you for as long as you can remember.
There will be feelings and emotions attached, and the number of years attached to me exceeds the years we were together.
I have never lied and am always straight forward in speech and thoughts. Anyone who knows me knows that.
If for something that small you want to blow your top then i really feel you need to reflect.
There is something i am not happy with and i thought that i was just in the wrong for thinking that way.
You told me you were meeting a cilent near your place but the next day you told me you went dempsey road....... what are you thinking and what you want me to think.
Should i be angry, jealous, pissed, numb or hurt.
If i didn't trust you and i start thinking back, the scene would be the same as Mr AK. Where you said you were working but went out behind my back?
I told myself that it was just me thinking too much. Seriously which guy wont be pissed.
Dont take my easy-going-ness for granted, cause there are limits to it.
How long does it take to reply a sms or send a sms? Hours again........ But did i get angry.
If you think i am slowing you down in life like your "friends" say then feel free to let go.
It takes 2 hands to hold together but one hand to let go.
Sort of feeling sick when it have to be done this way.
Hope i dont pissed her...... she says.
How come most of the time is the other way round? Who is the one who steps down first.
Abt the topic of the bolster......
It's the same as having an object with you for as long as you can remember.
There will be feelings and emotions attached, and the number of years attached to me exceeds the years we were together.
I have never lied and am always straight forward in speech and thoughts. Anyone who knows me knows that.
If for something that small you want to blow your top then i really feel you need to reflect.
There is something i am not happy with and i thought that i was just in the wrong for thinking that way.
You told me you were meeting a cilent near your place but the next day you told me you went dempsey road....... what are you thinking and what you want me to think.
Should i be angry, jealous, pissed, numb or hurt.
If i didn't trust you and i start thinking back, the scene would be the same as Mr AK. Where you said you were working but went out behind my back?
I told myself that it was just me thinking too much. Seriously which guy wont be pissed.
Dont take my easy-going-ness for granted, cause there are limits to it.
How long does it take to reply a sms or send a sms? Hours again........ But did i get angry.
If you think i am slowing you down in life like your "friends" say then feel free to let go.
It takes 2 hands to hold together but one hand to let go.
Friday, January 9, 2009
81th Post 9 Jan 09
Happy Birthday to Eric Lee and tomorrow will be happy birthday to Eric Ong.
It was fun at Denise and Wilson's wedding...... Mdm Tan.....lol
Thanks Shirley for reading my blog.
An advice for people who are changing their air-con....... cover everything it's super dusty and dirty.....my house is full of dust and dirty and etc now........ long day ahead later when they finish.
But must really give it to them....... damn huge amount of work to be done. Kudos.
Sorry dear for ending so late last night, know that you didnt sleep much muacks sayang sayang
It was fun at Denise and Wilson's wedding...... Mdm Tan.....lol
Thanks Shirley for reading my blog.
An advice for people who are changing their air-con....... cover everything it's super dusty and dirty.....my house is full of dust and dirty and etc now........ long day ahead later when they finish.
But must really give it to them....... damn huge amount of work to be done. Kudos.
Sorry dear for ending so late last night, know that you didnt sleep much muacks sayang sayang
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