99th Post 16 Oct 09

Just an update on Mr Mark.......... He was had a fainting spell so he didnt attend court session. The case has been postpone till next friday.
I feel that i have been biased against him..... even if he did it, it must have been a moment's thought. Think of it this way.... he could have lots of "models" in his line of work be it legally or illegally. Think he must had a bit to drink......
Think there was a hint of jealousy in there too.
I betrayed my own way of thinking of always giving people a second chance and look from a 3rd person's view.

Angel.... I can see your POV and i can understand what you are trying to send across to me. Thanks a lot. Have a good time at the countryside. I look forward to your comments when you are back.

I always have this bad habit of worrying for others..........
I may also have been too straight and direct in my posting........ Havent been sleeping well since i started blogging daily.

I was worried she might get sad and endanger her own life while riding and etc. But it seems to sadden me even more daily....... sad songs seems sadder.......... and tears seems to flow easily too.

I did a bad habit just now. i kept staring out of the window again......... what's in my mind only I will know..... but it's not a dangerous thing, dont worry.

Thoughts fly through and feelings floods..........

She had made a couple of bad choices in her life till now but it doesnt mean she might do it again, I should have given her a benefit of a doubt for a while till something happens.

I'm just turn off by her coldness and unattentiveness, and also the way she treats my place.

I think i should change back to my hack care attitude again. That should make me happier for the moment.