Thanks peishan for helping stablize my emotions
Some random thoughts.....
I find that the more i want to hate her, the more i cant do it.
Therefore i hate myself.......
Treating marriage like a child's play is seriously wrong, coming and going as you like doesnt hurt you the most but it hurts the one who loves you the most.
Now i fully understand the phrase... it is better to be loved than to love.
Haha deep but meaning full....
If you really want to end it so be it, please collect your stuff from my home when i am not around. i dont want to end up in tears....... i have been holding it in and i dont know how much more i can take.
If it happens I have to say sorry to the people who gave me advices before. I regreted not heeding all your advices.
I thought she has understood what is love but guess I'm dead wrong about it.
She is still in the fairytale thinking.
The more i understand her the more i feel that she is running away from serious relationship.
Somehow i think i should give up totally, very dishearted by her behavior.
Marriage is not a toy, tired then throw away.
If i receive any letter i will sign it cos it seems my feelings and love are just toys for playing.
Even if it does not happen, i also have no idea how i should react.
I cant pretend that it did not happen nor can i over see it.
I can only confirm one thing now and that is I'm tired of this bullshit.
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