I will remember this well........

Not only girls do that guys do too....

Please stop appearing in my dreams, i always shock myself up whenever u do.....i cant take it much more......

The pain and heartache is already driving me mad......

Go away dreams or nightmares............ leave me be.......

Work is getting easier...... but my emotions are getting the better of me.....i cant take it anymore......

drinking is the constant that gets me to sleep but it cant last me long..... please ease my pain god. Internally i am getting destroyed.....havent i suffered enough.

Need i suffer more? or perhaps i own it to her in my previous life....... pls stop, i need to move on.