First time kenna 4d yesterday... hope my lucky maintains or improve...... havent had any luck in my twenties.... let's see if thirties will be better......
Feeling pretty moody these few days..... keeping thinking abt her. silly silly me.....i still havent managed to let go yet. Thoughts, images, pondering..... I wonder how long more will i need.....
9 more days..... now it means nothings to me, pretty meaningless now. It will just be another working day for me, choosing work to waste my time, to pull me through the days daily.....Happiness seems just a fairy tail to me.
Life and career are smoothing out slowly but i would say it's improving. Although i am still not satisfied but it will do for now. If the right terms are met i will still move...... That is life.
My heart still hurts, my mind still messy and my soul still lost...... cant even sleep much...... really have been too badly hurt....
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