How many people can truly understand the above values and are really doing it in their relationship?
How many are working towards them?
How many can do it?
The numbers are low, sad but true

I still love looking at the moon, not the clear and bright one but the dim and cloudy moon. The mystery and the partial look reflects life. The path is never clear and bright, we can only learn to live and learn as life changes.

Just try not to regret the decisions u make in life, i have made a few that will be hang on in my soul till i die but i have never regretted loving her. Never will and never do.

I can live with a clear conscience as i can admit my mistakes. The next regret i can foresee is that i will still accept her if she returns.

I once asked a friend why did she accept her bf back even when she knows he will betray her again........her answer was she was lazy to go through another relationship.

I asked another since her love and relationship with her husband is gone why did she get a divorce.....her answer was for her kid. Sad to say gal i told u not to do it.

But for the decisions they took i told them that they will have to live with it till the end. Never regret, it's too late.

Planning for changes in the coming months, time i started to fight for what i want and not how others think i should be given. How will it end up, maybe i will quit and look around for a new aim in life. People disappoints me not things, from love to work. Have i really took a wrong step in life after army???

Working on my career and her........ if given another choice will i still do the same things. Most likely yes, that is me, my character.

I am changing back to my previous self, i changed too much for her, my lifestyle to suit her, my work to suit her, Giving in too much to her makes me unappreciated. How many can do what i do? 1 in 10 or 1 in 100........ anytime anywhere, just a message away...... Placing her first was wrong.......

Guess people should really be selfish and care for themselves first and not place others before themselves.

Being selfless doesnt work in this era....it may have worked in history but currently in this era it is foolish.

Thanks for letting me love u, it let me realize that my love is great and mature. Now i understand what christians mean when they say their god is forgiving and his love is almighty.

These few months have been very rough for me emotionally and mentally, let's hope it will get easier as time goes on.