The last blog of the year liao. 2009 is near.....
Best wishes to all, hope that wishes come true and their health is good.
Sorry to my secondary school mates cos i cant attend the meal at COCA @ international building.
I forgot to thank shirley for the comments in the cbox. Thanks shirley but i got a question which shirley are you...hehe.....is it my jie mei small cloud or who......or just a random reader. Anyway it is I still have to thank you.
Time to post some of the things i wish to accomplish in 2009
1. Proposal (14)
2. Debt free
3. Business pick up even more
4. Dear's job gets easier and smoother
5. I need to get a deep deep and undisturbed sleep. (really long time never had that)
When can i afford 2 TEMPUR 20cm mattresses........... not much only almost 8k.......
By the way who are the people who asked crystal to leave me huh.......I'm interested to understand your point of view and your thinking level.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
79th Post 31 Dec 08
What a dulan afternoon...... cannot believe that i keep getting sms and calls that keeps me from falling asleep. For the last 4 hours, almost every 20 mins will get my sleeping interrupted. Be it calls or sms..... the best is that it only happens when i am starting to fall into deep sleep. dont know who keeps calling me cos my hp never display the callers ID.
DULAN
DULAN
Friday, December 26, 2008
78th Post 26 Dec 08
Really long never blog again..... kenna complain from William during reservice that i take a long time to update my blog..... hehe sorry la.....lazy to type mah.
What a fun reservice, 1 week of break from work. But a lot of people receive their presents from their rifles..... bruised shoulders....haha......
Interesting new platoon mates and pc....... Banker, engineers, students. from 1979 to 1985...... interesting group sia. Thanks for helping me with IPPT if not I also dont know whether can pass a not. Bingkun, you promised that next year you will run win me so you must remember hor, if not i sure suan you one......What a nice platoon,still can find Pro snooker players, they are damn dead shot. Cant wait for next reservice in june to see them, but too bad it's going to be a high key 2 weeks with outfield training. But i'm sure that with them it is going to be very fun. Sorry hor my memory power for names is low but still can recollect at least half of the group. Lawrence remember to play poker cards next time and Ian bring your chinese chess hor. Ah Sir newspapers are on you. Thanks...hehe.
I must remember that it takes around 35 to 40 for midnight timing taxi from my place to camp. So i had spent more than a hundred just for cab fare....... xiong.
Just in case during feb the ops manning is on and no one can find me i should be overseas. Let's hope that it wont activate, quite troublesome must bring full combat load........
By the way gentlemen, I still have not received my SAF 100 for june reservice le. I think i really dont have to go liao....hehe....... Maybe they forget abt me liao is it or Captain Brandon treat me nice cos he paiseh for suan-ing me ???
What a fun reservice, 1 week of break from work. But a lot of people receive their presents from their rifles..... bruised shoulders....haha......
Interesting new platoon mates and pc....... Banker, engineers, students. from 1979 to 1985...... interesting group sia. Thanks for helping me with IPPT if not I also dont know whether can pass a not. Bingkun, you promised that next year you will run win me so you must remember hor, if not i sure suan you one......What a nice platoon,still can find Pro snooker players, they are damn dead shot. Cant wait for next reservice in june to see them, but too bad it's going to be a high key 2 weeks with outfield training. But i'm sure that with them it is going to be very fun. Sorry hor my memory power for names is low but still can recollect at least half of the group. Lawrence remember to play poker cards next time and Ian bring your chinese chess hor. Ah Sir newspapers are on you. Thanks...hehe.
I must remember that it takes around 35 to 40 for midnight timing taxi from my place to camp. So i had spent more than a hundred just for cab fare....... xiong.
Just in case during feb the ops manning is on and no one can find me i should be overseas. Let's hope that it wont activate, quite troublesome must bring full combat load........
By the way gentlemen, I still have not received my SAF 100 for june reservice le. I think i really dont have to go liao....hehe....... Maybe they forget abt me liao is it or Captain Brandon treat me nice cos he paiseh for suan-ing me ???
Recently just went for my cousin's wedding, overall it was quite fun to catch up with them and chatting and suan-ing another cousin. Poor guy kenna still siao..... Not my fault hor, i wasnt the one who started it. I only found 2 things that was not up to standard, they are the red wine and the food.
The red wine was very sour, it was so bad that i only had to sip and decided to skip it for the night. If i'm not wrong it should be a very young wine maybe 2008 or 2007 made in australia or chile wine.
The food was bland, for example the shark fin soup was full of starch and only a small amount of fins. It was totally different from the first time we had her ROM meal there.
Now i understand why Rayson says that, that place is not up to standard. LL now i agree also.
Lucky still managed to take a few pictures with dear, too bad i only have one. So the rest must wait for her to upload liao......
On a different note, one person is still trying to be fun or should i say doing things like a shaddy character. What do i mean....... the posted a comment recently on dear's blog using a nick and on mine another....... dont know what to say.....
Just in case i forget, Andy......when can i see you at Reservice, i saw your comment liao thanks. I like your blog, it's very informative. I think you should be going reservice with weiyuan and eugene ng.
For anyone who doesnt know, Eugene Ng recently went for surgery. I heard that it was a blood clot in his brain. Blood clot in brain means that stroke right, so young kenna stroke...... Bro must take care of yourself and recover faster le.
I think that's for now ba, cant think of what to blog at the moment liao....
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
77th Post 18 Nov 08
2 photos from Sindy's wedding. Why only 5 people with them....... cos only 5 people turned up for that table. Eat till siao........shiok shiok all the nice food x 2 share. The most filling wedding dinner ever.Mr AK still playing hide and seek. Trying to create trouble, cant help but think that he is behaving like a child. What he cannot get he destroys....... bo lian. Maybe Ricky is also him. Now still waiting for him to entertain me. hehe.
I can only think of one reason why he seldoms online, it being no money lor. Getting popular ma so hard to scam people so less money liao.
Another wedding coming again...my cousin is getting married next month 19th. Reservice also coming..... 5 days at pasir laba..... dont know why monday to friday so weird. Rifle shooting time.... so many yrs never shoot liao, will i bo bo hmm.......
Lappy now so smooth and fast..... using 3 software for anti spam, virus and registry. They are winaso registry optimizer, AVG and ad-aware.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
76th Post 13 Nov 08
Time sure travels fast. Another month has past since i last blog.
Stupid lappy kenna spam till siao cant connect to the internet, make m format not once but twice....... waste 2 nights of my time.......finally up and running properly.
Another wedding next month...... what to do, my cousin is getting married so die die have to go.....but luckily this time i dont have to give hong bao or be xiong di. Only go there and eat only....shiok shiok hehehehe.
Dear dear also stopped working at Motorola and on her last day she heard that Motorola need to retrench people....haha..... good timing to quit for her. Jia you dear.
The nonsense on my cbox also has died down to zero. New character in it called Ricky, is he again AK or someone who is like him. Who knows? Let everyone see what his posted.....
Mr AK is back at his old tricks also...... trying to scam another person.
I shall copy and paste.
13 Nov 08, 20:55
ting: ok. he almost scammed me too. he's using onceuponatime_188@hotmail.com now as his msn. and he claims to be working for Roots Asia Pacific Singapore
13 Nov 08, 15:27
cc: yes
13 Nov 08, 11:08
ting: is alan koh the http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=9387689 ?
Free feel to spam him or CSI him again people from EDMW. Btw i still got read some of the postings..... interesting links and pics and topics sometimes. Jia you
Dont really know what to blog recently. I dont like to blog abt which huge mansion i deliveried too or who rich the person should be. Kenna of sian seeing so many super rich people. Houses the size of a swimming complex, cars worth condo(s), sometimes seeing their ugly character like how weird their behaviour or how their spoiled is their children etc. Quite sickening at times.
EC is coming so most people are tightening their pockets but how come still got people who can spend thousands everyday like nothing..... Guess next year will have news like people jumping down from HDB again...... Let's hope there is little or best none at all.
Reservice is coming soon also......sian or ya. Long time never shoot range should be fun but the recoil damn big, right shoulder will be "big" again........ouch.
Stupid lappy kenna spam till siao cant connect to the internet, make m format not once but twice....... waste 2 nights of my time.......finally up and running properly.
Another wedding next month...... what to do, my cousin is getting married so die die have to go.....but luckily this time i dont have to give hong bao or be xiong di. Only go there and eat only....shiok shiok hehehehe.
Dear dear also stopped working at Motorola and on her last day she heard that Motorola need to retrench people....haha..... good timing to quit for her. Jia you dear.
The nonsense on my cbox also has died down to zero. New character in it called Ricky, is he again AK or someone who is like him. Who knows? Let everyone see what his posted.....
Mr AK is back at his old tricks also...... trying to scam another person.
I shall copy and paste.
13 Nov 08, 20:55
ting: ok. he almost scammed me too. he's using onceuponatime_188@hotmail.com now as his msn. and he claims to be working for Roots Asia Pacific Singapore
13 Nov 08, 15:27
cc: yes
13 Nov 08, 11:08
ting: is alan koh the http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=9387689 ?
Free feel to spam him or CSI him again people from EDMW. Btw i still got read some of the postings..... interesting links and pics and topics sometimes. Jia you
Dont really know what to blog recently. I dont like to blog abt which huge mansion i deliveried too or who rich the person should be. Kenna of sian seeing so many super rich people. Houses the size of a swimming complex, cars worth condo(s), sometimes seeing their ugly character like how weird their behaviour or how their spoiled is their children etc. Quite sickening at times.
EC is coming so most people are tightening their pockets but how come still got people who can spend thousands everyday like nothing..... Guess next year will have news like people jumping down from HDB again...... Let's hope there is little or best none at all.
Reservice is coming soon also......sian or ya. Long time never shoot range should be fun but the recoil damn big, right shoulder will be "big" again........ouch.
Monday, October 13, 2008
75th Post 13 Oct 08
Once again got someone is trying to stir up trouble again. Dont think i need to name who.
Same old trick again, by using other nicks.....dont know when he will feel tired of it.
So "brave"...........
People chio him out to talk and he hides then reappear when no one bothers with him.
I wonder who is really the one whom is looking for trouble.
He knows that the police wont do anything to him that is why he is so daring to try and create trouble.
At times i wonder why i want to pity him......... must be i'm too soft-hearted due to his family background. I will take action when i can minimise the damaged to his family.
Hello where is the 10K that you "borrowed" ...... guess you must be still too "brave" to own up and try to divert the attention of the money.......
Dear finally bought a laptop and wont have to rely on the slow pc.
The salesman a bit blur le..........
1st trip down give wrong power adapter
2nd trip down give the correct one but without the plug....... but still he is a nice guy
I guess i can recommend people to go to that shop to buy 2nd hand laptop.
It's call PC dreams Pte Ltd @ sim lim square.
Dont go wrong one hor, got 2 shops with same name. 1 is new laptop while the other is at a corner of the building. The guy a bit big build with specs but very friendly and soft spoken.
Overall a nice guy.
Same old trick again, by using other nicks.....dont know when he will feel tired of it.
So "brave"...........
People chio him out to talk and he hides then reappear when no one bothers with him.
I wonder who is really the one whom is looking for trouble.
He knows that the police wont do anything to him that is why he is so daring to try and create trouble.
At times i wonder why i want to pity him......... must be i'm too soft-hearted due to his family background. I will take action when i can minimise the damaged to his family.
Hello where is the 10K that you "borrowed" ...... guess you must be still too "brave" to own up and try to divert the attention of the money.......
Dear finally bought a laptop and wont have to rely on the slow pc.
The salesman a bit blur le..........
1st trip down give wrong power adapter
2nd trip down give the correct one but without the plug....... but still he is a nice guy
I guess i can recommend people to go to that shop to buy 2nd hand laptop.
It's call PC dreams Pte Ltd @ sim lim square.
Dont go wrong one hor, got 2 shops with same name. 1 is new laptop while the other is at a corner of the building. The guy a bit big build with specs but very friendly and soft spoken.
Overall a nice guy.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
74th Post 7 Oct 08
Finally movitated myself to repack my room again. It only means more space and more tidy again.....well at least for the moment la. Must find even more space which also means i have to either pack more things or i have to give/throw things away.
Looks like dear wont have chance to nag at me for a while liao....hehe.....
Dear must jia you hor......take it as a form of alternate exercise lor.
Dont worry i will stay at home and wait for you.
Weekend we go eat whatever you want k as a way of movitating you.
Jia you.
Finally the 4 weddings are over......very xiong le...... pocket xiong, phyically xiong and mentally xiong.
But it's a good experience for me again.....I can learn more things so that i can plan and prepare properly for my future. I realized that must weddings are getting more "gentle".
Why......as the number of drinkers are going down and the xiong dis dont have to drink so much liao.
Or maybe it was due to the crowds invited have less heavy drinkers.
35 red wines, 1 martel, 1 chivas, beer never take note but all have remainers.
12 red wines left, half martel, half chivas.......... maybe all going for healthy lifestyle.
Guess it's a good thing too so i dont have to drink till vomitting is needed.
Congrates to Mr and Mrs Zhang, Mr and Mrs Yeo, Mr and Mrs Low and finally Mr and Mrs Wong .......... faster contribute to the population of the SG .......Jia you......
PS.....Mrs Yeo must grow up liao hor......all the missy attitude must change liao hor.
Looks like dear wont have chance to nag at me for a while liao....hehe.....
Dear must jia you hor......take it as a form of alternate exercise lor.
Dont worry i will stay at home and wait for you.
Weekend we go eat whatever you want k as a way of movitating you.
Jia you.
Finally the 4 weddings are over......very xiong le...... pocket xiong, phyically xiong and mentally xiong.
But it's a good experience for me again.....I can learn more things so that i can plan and prepare properly for my future. I realized that must weddings are getting more "gentle".
Why......as the number of drinkers are going down and the xiong dis dont have to drink so much liao.
Or maybe it was due to the crowds invited have less heavy drinkers.
35 red wines, 1 martel, 1 chivas, beer never take note but all have remainers.
12 red wines left, half martel, half chivas.......... maybe all going for healthy lifestyle.
Guess it's a good thing too so i dont have to drink till vomitting is needed.
Congrates to Mr and Mrs Zhang, Mr and Mrs Yeo, Mr and Mrs Low and finally Mr and Mrs Wong .......... faster contribute to the population of the SG .......Jia you......
PS.....Mrs Yeo must grow up liao hor......all the missy attitude must change liao hor.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
73th Post 24 Sept 08
Decided to blog while taking a shower, so here i am blogging.Nothing much to blog just a few thanks and pics from recent events.
Thanks for the comments on the pic of my arm.
Thanks Chris for your advices, I will always welcome advices. Thanks again
2 wedding down and 2 more to go this weekend.
Pockets are feeling dry and tight......haha..... One weekend 2 weddings somemore i have to drive on both days, jie mei and xiong di duties.
My PC's wedding was the most grand i had been 60 tables in grand ballroom....but too bad it was veg....hehe no choice i'm to used to meat.
But i meet a few friends there, Denise and Wilson the couple that are going to get married on coming jan (my polymates), Dean my old collegue, Dextor my track and field senior from Poly.
First time meet so many friends in one wedding.
Sindy's wedding was a fun one...... instead of ten to a table we only had 5. 4 ladies and me....but still we managed to finish most of the food..... Dont know what Weihao and Weihwa doing .....how come never turn up.
Should be a very long week ahead, container coming again and need to clear my deliveries for sat and sunday.........xiong. But i'm still looking forward to it. Another one of my buddies getting married, die die must help out so i must endure.
Going to upload 2 pics, first is a pic of my nephew when we went out for walk walk at Tampines, second was taken outside the ballroom of Sindy's wedding.
That's all for now, see when i have mood to blog again....hehe......Thursday, September 11, 2008
72th Post 11 Sept 08
Once again it's been more than a month since i last blogged.Have been quite busy with life, either out with crystal or working and the only pastime are nights out for drinks. Dear also busy with her work, it's going to be a very tough change for her cos she has to go into property full time.
Dear Jia You~~!!!!!!
4 weddings this month which means money fly very fast also.......1st one coming up this weekend.
But the most exciting one will be the last weekend cos it will be back to back, yes 2 weddings on one weekend.The last one will be hongjun's wedding and have to be xiong di again.
But the most exciting one will be the last weekend cos it will be back to back, yes 2 weddings on one weekend.The last one will be hongjun's wedding and have to be xiong di again.
Dont worry Serene, i remember that you told me to care take of your main gate.....hehe........
Remember that i told you dont ask me carry your hubby up to your house lor.....warning plus reminder liao........Really looking forward to it......should be very fun.
Another one of my buddy getting hitched, now left with me and eric liao........think eric will be last one to get marry le....hehe.....you must jia you hor.
Finally changed new phone, but the funny thing is i dont know what model, think it's K3i or something like that, all thanks to my dear. It's very slick, must slowly get use to it. It's only the second time that i am using a flip phone, i wonder how long it will last hehe......hope it is robust enough to take me on.
My brain is starting to freeze liao, cant think of anything else to blog at the moment liao.
Ya......wanted to ask one thing but have to post pic then can ask
My arm got so big meh?? I see my own arm also dont look like got so big le.Looks a bit mis-matched to my body size.
Anyone can share their views or comment?
(Not hao liao or what hor just interested to find out cos to me it looks small)
Friday, July 25, 2008
71th Post 25 July 08
Once again some people have been tricked by the fake or poser charles.
Or rather they never bother to read everything.
Maybe they cant be bothered or they dont understand.I am not sure which is it.
I never asked anyone to "do" anything to Mr AK and i did say i will not do anything to him for i pity him.
Let me state some facts for some to read again.
1.He and his mum stays with his uncle and his family.
2.His mum is physically weak.
3.His uncle had stroke before and has a weak heart.
Anyone in the right mind also wont do anything to him.
Talking abt money.
When i say I'm poor doesnt mean i'm penniless......
The comments abt I'm balding.haha.....long ago like that liao.I am already numb abt that and it's a fact also.I also cant be bothered to do anything abt it.I also dont style my hair to cover it.Free and easy style.So if anyone is still interested to use that on me, you are forget it.
The comments that i'm ugly.I never say i am handsome...siao.....
If you feel you are more handsome than me then good for you.I'm born to look this way and i have learnt to accept my outlook.
Dan maybe i have misunderstood your comments if so sorry.
But i'm sure you have misunderstood mine.The first few sentences is for you.
To the fake charles aka Jack aka crystal, seriously you need to get a life.
You have been changing nicks so many times and posting under some many nicks that i have lost count.
But i must thank you for one thing.You really entertained me with your one man show.
You have been having the same routine when commenting.
1.The timing, around 4-5pm then just before midnight you will disappear, around 2am will appear again.
2.You disappear immediately when i start replying your comments
3.The same ip is used 218.212.146.XXX under starhub, which means it is static ip which means can be traced to your location in singapore.
4.No matter what nick you used the ip is the same.
I have no idea what made you behave like this, maybe you are Mr AK or you are really pc bounded and have no life beyond your pc?
As a few people have said before, what done is done and no pt reopening people's wounds. I really wonder are some of you humans or just beasts in man's clothing?
A fact, man are the only mammal that kills each other for power, terrority and position.
Btw the can you see the tears thing has a deep meaning which only people who knows me or has deep understanding then will understand.So some people who are less deep will have no understanding of it.
It seems there are more people in the www who are causing trouble observing from edwm.
All the racists blogging and "act big" like blogging only shows how mature an individual can be.
Their cbox also have a lot of "trouble-makers".But good or bad depends on how extreme they go to.
Or rather they never bother to read everything.
Maybe they cant be bothered or they dont understand.I am not sure which is it.
I never asked anyone to "do" anything to Mr AK and i did say i will not do anything to him for i pity him.
Let me state some facts for some to read again.
1.He and his mum stays with his uncle and his family.
2.His mum is physically weak.
3.His uncle had stroke before and has a weak heart.
Anyone in the right mind also wont do anything to him.
Talking abt money.
When i say I'm poor doesnt mean i'm penniless......
The comments abt I'm balding.haha.....long ago like that liao.I am already numb abt that and it's a fact also.I also cant be bothered to do anything abt it.I also dont style my hair to cover it.Free and easy style.So if anyone is still interested to use that on me, you are forget it.
The comments that i'm ugly.I never say i am handsome...siao.....
If you feel you are more handsome than me then good for you.I'm born to look this way and i have learnt to accept my outlook.
Dan maybe i have misunderstood your comments if so sorry.
But i'm sure you have misunderstood mine.The first few sentences is for you.
To the fake charles aka Jack aka crystal, seriously you need to get a life.
You have been changing nicks so many times and posting under some many nicks that i have lost count.
But i must thank you for one thing.You really entertained me with your one man show.
You have been having the same routine when commenting.
1.The timing, around 4-5pm then just before midnight you will disappear, around 2am will appear again.
2.You disappear immediately when i start replying your comments
3.The same ip is used 218.212.146.XXX under starhub, which means it is static ip which means can be traced to your location in singapore.
4.No matter what nick you used the ip is the same.
I have no idea what made you behave like this, maybe you are Mr AK or you are really pc bounded and have no life beyond your pc?
As a few people have said before, what done is done and no pt reopening people's wounds. I really wonder are some of you humans or just beasts in man's clothing?
A fact, man are the only mammal that kills each other for power, terrority and position.
Btw the can you see the tears thing has a deep meaning which only people who knows me or has deep understanding then will understand.So some people who are less deep will have no understanding of it.
It seems there are more people in the www who are causing trouble observing from edwm.
All the racists blogging and "act big" like blogging only shows how mature an individual can be.
Their cbox also have a lot of "trouble-makers".But good or bad depends on how extreme they go to.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
70th Post 8 July 08
It's funny how some people can say such incredible things while hiding being a pc.Commenting on how bad a person is or or lousy the person can be, I really wonder if they are using their brains or really have a conscience?
If a blog is not meant abt blogging abt ourselves than why bother calling it a blog, why not call it an ad or webby?
It really amaze me on how education is turning people into such hypocrites or should i say moral-less people.Blag, blag, blag.......so what if you have a fluent expression of english or have lot of money or even have a high level of education??
The one thing you failed is moral and civic education......near zero or none of it to be exact.It's quite sad that society has turned so many people into this way so much so that i am beginning to question the education system and yes even their parents.
But it also brings up a question abt them, what caused them to be like these.
What was the one thing that created that mindset and what lead to them being like this when they grew up?
Should we hate these people or maybe we should pity them cos as the bible says, they know not what they say.
I have no idea what their backgrounds are like but i am sure interested to know cos this will lead me to understand how they became this way and what lead them to having a funny mindset like this.
Well if i really did find out i'm sure i will pity them.
I am starting to have a mindset that 2 situations cos a person to be like that.
1. a person behaves like that when they are well to do and have not much worries.
2. a person wants to escape from reality and live in a fantasy world.
Interesting is a word i like to use often cos when i read their comments, i think of them in terms of psychology.....boy do they entertain me....hehe......
Maturity doesnt come with age it happens when a person is faced with difficult that they have to handle it by themselves.
If a blog is not meant abt blogging abt ourselves than why bother calling it a blog, why not call it an ad or webby?
It really amaze me on how education is turning people into such hypocrites or should i say moral-less people.Blag, blag, blag.......so what if you have a fluent expression of english or have lot of money or even have a high level of education??
The one thing you failed is moral and civic education......near zero or none of it to be exact.It's quite sad that society has turned so many people into this way so much so that i am beginning to question the education system and yes even their parents.
But it also brings up a question abt them, what caused them to be like these.
What was the one thing that created that mindset and what lead to them being like this when they grew up?
Should we hate these people or maybe we should pity them cos as the bible says, they know not what they say.
I have no idea what their backgrounds are like but i am sure interested to know cos this will lead me to understand how they became this way and what lead them to having a funny mindset like this.
Well if i really did find out i'm sure i will pity them.
I am starting to have a mindset that 2 situations cos a person to be like that.
1. a person behaves like that when they are well to do and have not much worries.
2. a person wants to escape from reality and live in a fantasy world.
Interesting is a word i like to use often cos when i read their comments, i think of them in terms of psychology.....boy do they entertain me....hehe......
Maturity doesnt come with age it happens when a person is faced with difficult that they have to handle it by themselves.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
69th Post 5 July 08
Time sure passby fast.Unknowingly it has been a month since i last blogged.A lot of "interesting" characters post in the cbox of both mine and crystal's.Damn interesting and entertaining i have to agree but i also found out that a lot of people do read the blogs and cboxes and also a lot of people care abt what happens and gives me support and encouragments.
Thanks to all who did and also thanks to those that cares.
A big thanks to people who remembers my birthday, it's not the presents that i received but the wishes that i did.It gives me a sense of comfort knowing i have these people around me and that i can look for them if in need of advices or support.
I only received 2 presents......lol
no 1 from peishan.....a perfume thanks gal.....must be quite ex 125ml le...... but i still got a few bottles left....Thanks for the thought
no 2 from my dear -The best present i can receive............her love, care and concern.
Even received 2 surprise.....hongjun is getting married in Sept and so is one of my close ex.
1 on 26 the other on 27......sat and sun..... one is jie mei, the other xiong di........die......xiong.....but no choice.....must support...lol....
That's all for now till i feel like blogging later.....super long and tiring day today.....Shag............
Thanks to all who did and also thanks to those that cares.
A big thanks to people who remembers my birthday, it's not the presents that i received but the wishes that i did.It gives me a sense of comfort knowing i have these people around me and that i can look for them if in need of advices or support.
I only received 2 presents......lol
no 1 from peishan.....a perfume thanks gal.....must be quite ex 125ml le...... but i still got a few bottles left....Thanks for the thought
no 2 from my dear -The best present i can receive............her love, care and concern.
Even received 2 surprise.....hongjun is getting married in Sept and so is one of my close ex.
1 on 26 the other on 27......sat and sun..... one is jie mei, the other xiong di........die......xiong.....but no choice.....must support...lol....
That's all for now till i feel like blogging later.....super long and tiring day today.....Shag............
Thursday, June 5, 2008
68th Post 5 June 08
Wonder where....go read back ba.
You didnt think i have another gf......need me to post your sms?
My hp always got people sms me in the middle of the night.Your's dont have meh....are you sure.
I only knew you went outside the room only when you sms me than i knew you walked home, i thought you were outside using your lappy.
So you bought him things cos you wanted to and i having been with you for so long have nothing like that.....what does it show.
If you need me to tell you everything i want than you really need to change.
Did you always need to ask me for a hug?If you say even think yes than this relationship is really over.
So i dont need tell you what i'm doing right, then last time you got angry over that........... hello did you think before you type or you need me to dig out all the nonsense.
I went out to smoke or bathe.....my towel was in the room and i was outside eating mee, did you bother to come out and see.no you didnt.I didnt on the tv louder cos i didnt want to interupt you chatting with your friends.
The reason you bringing up the breakoff is to test me...you think it's fun or a game.....this type of thing nice to test.....very funny right.......shiok hor......Who in the right mind will do that.
I should quote a sms..........If she hurt u so much, thinku should jus slap her in her face tat she's worthless n u dont want her anymore.
Are you normal out of no wonder keep using her and she instead of me and i.From 1st person view become 3rd person view.
If you wanted the relationship to work then stop your nonsense.
You secretly checked my hp before I know that, but i still didnt stop you.Why cos i have nothing to hide from you.There is no trust in me at all.Dont say got cos your actions and words are not showing that.
Of course i wont reply your sms or calls.....if i did would you understand the lesson....you wont and you never did since last time.Dont make me laugh when you say you have learnt your lesson........Break up can say as test.....you think love is a game is it.
Another sms fom you ending like this..... Maybe ur gf will be proud tat u leave your unreasonble gf...
See are you in the correct mind.............
Are you sure i ignored you when you say you wanted a hug, i did hug you,
Every since you know me i have never lost my temper at you or scolded you, yet you are the one who keeps losing your temper.I only keep quiet and blame myself.
If everything is my fault then why tell me you are sorry.
There are thngs i dont wish to type out in order to protect you.
Dont always make it sound like you are the kelian one cos you are not, you have me by your side but all i keep getting is your nonsense which i am getting tired of.
Dont you find that everything is about you only, what you want what you feel what you need.
Did you even start to think of what i need or want.
Did i blame you for working late and turning home late, no i did not so dont make it sould like i did.
You can say i have another gf when return home late then what about yourself.
Everything is you say, can you even think about me.
If we were to change positions would this shit have happened.
You were always my first concern whenever i do things but am i the one on yours.............
If you want me to dig out more shit to help you wake up, i will do it.
You didnt think i have another gf......need me to post your sms?
My hp always got people sms me in the middle of the night.Your's dont have meh....are you sure.
I only knew you went outside the room only when you sms me than i knew you walked home, i thought you were outside using your lappy.
So you bought him things cos you wanted to and i having been with you for so long have nothing like that.....what does it show.
If you need me to tell you everything i want than you really need to change.
Did you always need to ask me for a hug?If you say even think yes than this relationship is really over.
So i dont need tell you what i'm doing right, then last time you got angry over that........... hello did you think before you type or you need me to dig out all the nonsense.
I went out to smoke or bathe.....my towel was in the room and i was outside eating mee, did you bother to come out and see.no you didnt.I didnt on the tv louder cos i didnt want to interupt you chatting with your friends.
The reason you bringing up the breakoff is to test me...you think it's fun or a game.....this type of thing nice to test.....very funny right.......shiok hor......Who in the right mind will do that.
I should quote a sms..........If she hurt u so much, thinku should jus slap her in her face tat she's worthless n u dont want her anymore.
Are you normal out of no wonder keep using her and she instead of me and i.From 1st person view become 3rd person view.
If you wanted the relationship to work then stop your nonsense.
You secretly checked my hp before I know that, but i still didnt stop you.Why cos i have nothing to hide from you.There is no trust in me at all.Dont say got cos your actions and words are not showing that.
Of course i wont reply your sms or calls.....if i did would you understand the lesson....you wont and you never did since last time.Dont make me laugh when you say you have learnt your lesson........Break up can say as test.....you think love is a game is it.
Another sms fom you ending like this..... Maybe ur gf will be proud tat u leave your unreasonble gf...
See are you in the correct mind.............
Are you sure i ignored you when you say you wanted a hug, i did hug you,
Every since you know me i have never lost my temper at you or scolded you, yet you are the one who keeps losing your temper.I only keep quiet and blame myself.
If everything is my fault then why tell me you are sorry.
There are thngs i dont wish to type out in order to protect you.
Dont always make it sound like you are the kelian one cos you are not, you have me by your side but all i keep getting is your nonsense which i am getting tired of.
Dont you find that everything is about you only, what you want what you feel what you need.
Did you even start to think of what i need or want.
Did i blame you for working late and turning home late, no i did not so dont make it sould like i did.
You can say i have another gf when return home late then what about yourself.
Everything is you say, can you even think about me.
If we were to change positions would this shit have happened.
You were always my first concern whenever i do things but am i the one on yours.............
If you want me to dig out more shit to help you wake up, i will do it.
67th Post 5 June 08
If you are understanding, you wouldnt have betrayed me the first time.
It was cos of the same thing also..................You thought i had another gf.
Even when you wanted me to remove part of my blog i also did it.
You need to get the part about your dad out of your head that is the cause............
It was cos of the same thing also..................You thought i had another gf.
Even when you wanted me to remove part of my blog i also did it.
You need to get the part about your dad out of your head that is the cause............
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
66th Post 4 June 08
One shit over another occurs.
3 times...not from people's influence but from counting.
You keep thinking i have another gf outside, are you nuts?
I have never asked for anything from you but your love if i wanted to compare i wont have said something like this.....
You can buy him hp but i have none???
I am the one who keeps telling you where or what i'm doing but what about you.
Do you think you are the only one who needs a hug, why cant it be you to give it to me?
I have given all i can but i still get back nothing except getting hurt.
I never said you made me bear all the insults but i bear it cos i really want to be together with you.
You are the one who is getting more busy even since last time and i have never blamed you at all, all i did was silenting wait by the side.
You spent the whole night chatting on the phone but i didnt complaint at all even when i cant even hear the tv.
I went outside for 30mins yet you never ask why and in the end you got angry at me, where is the logic in that......did i blame you for anything at all
I have never insulted you and have always stood by your side and all you did was be suspicious of me having another gf.
You can even think i have been lying to you and i wanted revenge, you siao is it.
In all the sms-es the only feeling i get is that you want to break up, dont make it sound like i am wrong when the problem lies in you not having trust.
I have been the person loving you despite all the nonsense and shit but all you are returning to me is hurt.
If you really cant solve your own mental problem please dont come and hurt me.
This is not the first time this type of situation has occured and it will happen again if you dont solve your mental problem.
Honestly i'm quite sick of these type of shit happening.Everytime it hurts me more and deeper.
I'm still not angry at you but i am very hurt by you.
3 times...not from people's influence but from counting.
You keep thinking i have another gf outside, are you nuts?
I have never asked for anything from you but your love if i wanted to compare i wont have said something like this.....
You can buy him hp but i have none???
I am the one who keeps telling you where or what i'm doing but what about you.
Do you think you are the only one who needs a hug, why cant it be you to give it to me?
I have given all i can but i still get back nothing except getting hurt.
I never said you made me bear all the insults but i bear it cos i really want to be together with you.
You are the one who is getting more busy even since last time and i have never blamed you at all, all i did was silenting wait by the side.
You spent the whole night chatting on the phone but i didnt complaint at all even when i cant even hear the tv.
I went outside for 30mins yet you never ask why and in the end you got angry at me, where is the logic in that......did i blame you for anything at all
I have never insulted you and have always stood by your side and all you did was be suspicious of me having another gf.
You can even think i have been lying to you and i wanted revenge, you siao is it.
In all the sms-es the only feeling i get is that you want to break up, dont make it sound like i am wrong when the problem lies in you not having trust.
I have been the person loving you despite all the nonsense and shit but all you are returning to me is hurt.
If you really cant solve your own mental problem please dont come and hurt me.
This is not the first time this type of situation has occured and it will happen again if you dont solve your mental problem.
Honestly i'm quite sick of these type of shit happening.Everytime it hurts me more and deeper.
I'm still not angry at you but i am very hurt by you.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
65th Post 25 May 08
These are what i replied in hardwarezone forum after all the nonsenses.......
If anyone reads my blogspot and finds that they are angry then they better read the whole blog and my cbox before commenting.The edmw i referred to was the person who commented.I guess i should go copy and paste before anyone jumps to any conclusion again.23 May 08, 13:31edmw: chiudotdotdotsomuchsoidunwanusespacesforyoueither 23 May 08, 12:25edmw: and i assume u are nt happy with us right, then dont come t the forum n read wad we say la idiot. 23 May 08, 12:22edmw: u r just a pathtetic LOSER. who dont get things right n start saying the whole EDMW. get a life. think before u want to say ppl.
I thank all for reading my blog although i didnt ask for the attention but please read and understand clearly before commentingFurther example...
23 May 08, 13:45vanessa: u tink we get on ur nerves, u r getting on our nerves as well. 23 May 08, 13:44vanessa: seriously, u r like freaking -TOOT!- 23 May 08, 13:43edmw: what she said. 23 May 08, 13:42vanessa: bad mouth liao den dun parise. irritating u noe. 23 May 08, 13:41vanessa: you noe got teenagers liaos still say all that crap on us not using our brains, immature, irritating... dun tell me u are a guai kia when u r a teenager.. PUI! 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: && dun say we nebber use our brains. i do okay. so do others. 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: there are unlimited computers ard. (: 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: delete & block my IP add if u want. 23 May 08, 13:37vanessa: gonna trash u until i suang. 23 May 08, 13:37vanessa: & i not happy but i still read ur blog, u got a prob wif dat. 23 May 08, 13:36vanessa: scared aren't you? have the guts to say it to our faces the next time round! not hiding behind one BIG computer & back stabbing & targetting us. 23 May 08, 13:36vanessa: want to say, be direct & say it to our faces. 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: badmouthing others on ur blog, a big coward 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: u could have juz ignored it. u r the stoopid, immature ones 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: & if u find it irritating, why do u visit it in the first place? 23 May 08, 13:34vanessa: den wat's all this crap abt rotton apples? i may be immature at times, but i m still growing. a lot of teenagers are still growing. so our actions are not exactly wat u will call nice. 23 May 08, 13:33vanessa: hey. i m an edmwer. i may onli be a little ger, but that doesn't give you a right to call us immature dont know come from where but this person commented23 May 08, 21:15derange: it;s either u're cheap or tat crystal "dear" of urs is cheap.. anyhow slp with some other guys and u still accept her.. pls la.. u say edmwers are brainless.. wat abt u.. CHEAP!!! C-H-E-A-P!!!
This person is the best24 May 08, 03:08youchaocheesepie: somemore stay hougang 1, u ish get ready to uplorry la! 24 May 08, 03:07youchaocheesepie: i wan 2 tell u that the rolls royce u mentioned in the hdb is a mitsuoka. get the facts rite 1st, u loser
See what i mean be jumping to conclusions and not reading and understanding.If these are the comments that anyone can type for fun than please think abt it before you comment.There have been many who have given good comments and ideas but that bad lot seems to cover the good ones.I have been a member here since 2000 if you think i just popped in here then think again.The blog is mine and i can blog it anyway i like.No spacing or paragraph is all up to me who are you to comment.As i say if you dont like it you can choose to stop reading.That my style of blogging.Even the young gal like Vanessa can comment till like that i really dont know what to say abt the education nowadays.She can style her blog her way so what is wrong with mine, since you think mine is wrong than what abt the rest of the world.That's why i say young up.My blog my style.If you are handsome then good for you, lucky you who is born handsome.But remember this, there are always people who are more handsome and better than you and people who are worse and more kelian also so think proplerly before you anyhow shoot......cheesepie face and etc.If you have guts post your pic and see if you like it when should comments come and dont hide behide you avatar.
Forget to comment on the car.Yes i made a mistake on the brand and thanks for correcting but not to Mr youchaocheesepie.Someone from a last month already posted and told me abt the mistake.It's not nice abt the things and ways the immatured have replied but that a cbox so anyone can comment and also anyhow. But they never consider anything before commenting.
If i was an asshole all i needed to do was to note down the ip add and report it to the cops.I have been very forgiving and not causing trouble.I even stopped blogging because i dont want to cos more rubbish to occur but no someone has to give stupid comments on my cbox.As i had said i never asked anyone to read my blog.It was meant for my friends to read, friends from msn, friendster and work.
But end of the day i still thank anyone who reads it but remember this...... my blog my style so keep all your stupid comments to yourself.Thanks to the few friends who spoke up for me.
3 bad things abt me
1........super straight forward
2........dont like to be blame for things i didnt do or say
3........bad temper ( 11yrs never explode )
Had a long day today.......working then went home and bath and then meeting crystal up an heading or her coll's wedding.Then came home and read the forum.......really dont understand some people's thinking, shooting their "mouths" away without thinking much.I dont think anyone will like it if someone anyhow "shoots" them on their own blog example Vanessa xiao mei mei.
Think i should stop now for any immature people to read and understand, it maybe a bit too long for them to understand actually but while at least i tried.
Please try to stop asking me to hide, jio me to fight etc etc nonsense. My reply to all this is......grow up la.
If cheaters can walk around scott free what have i to hide since all my blog has been blogging abt is the truth.
If anyone reads my blogspot and finds that they are angry then they better read the whole blog and my cbox before commenting.The edmw i referred to was the person who commented.I guess i should go copy and paste before anyone jumps to any conclusion again.23 May 08, 13:31edmw: chiudotdotdotsomuchsoidunwanusespacesforyoueither 23 May 08, 12:25edmw: and i assume u are nt happy with us right, then dont come t the forum n read wad we say la idiot. 23 May 08, 12:22edmw: u r just a pathtetic LOSER. who dont get things right n start saying the whole EDMW. get a life. think before u want to say ppl.
I thank all for reading my blog although i didnt ask for the attention but please read and understand clearly before commentingFurther example...
23 May 08, 13:45vanessa: u tink we get on ur nerves, u r getting on our nerves as well. 23 May 08, 13:44vanessa: seriously, u r like freaking -TOOT!- 23 May 08, 13:43edmw: what she said. 23 May 08, 13:42vanessa: bad mouth liao den dun parise. irritating u noe. 23 May 08, 13:41vanessa: you noe got teenagers liaos still say all that crap on us not using our brains, immature, irritating... dun tell me u are a guai kia when u r a teenager.. PUI! 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: && dun say we nebber use our brains. i do okay. so do others. 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: there are unlimited computers ard. (: 23 May 08, 13:38vanessa: delete & block my IP add if u want. 23 May 08, 13:37vanessa: gonna trash u until i suang. 23 May 08, 13:37vanessa: & i not happy but i still read ur blog, u got a prob wif dat. 23 May 08, 13:36vanessa: scared aren't you? have the guts to say it to our faces the next time round! not hiding behind one BIG computer & back stabbing & targetting us. 23 May 08, 13:36vanessa: want to say, be direct & say it to our faces. 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: badmouthing others on ur blog, a big coward 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: u could have juz ignored it. u r the stoopid, immature ones 23 May 08, 13:35vanessa: & if u find it irritating, why do u visit it in the first place? 23 May 08, 13:34vanessa: den wat's all this crap abt rotton apples? i may be immature at times, but i m still growing. a lot of teenagers are still growing. so our actions are not exactly wat u will call nice. 23 May 08, 13:33vanessa: hey. i m an edmwer. i may onli be a little ger, but that doesn't give you a right to call us immature dont know come from where but this person commented23 May 08, 21:15derange: it;s either u're cheap or tat crystal "dear" of urs is cheap.. anyhow slp with some other guys and u still accept her.. pls la.. u say edmwers are brainless.. wat abt u.. CHEAP!!! C-H-E-A-P!!!
This person is the best24 May 08, 03:08youchaocheesepie: somemore stay hougang 1, u ish get ready to uplorry la! 24 May 08, 03:07youchaocheesepie: i wan 2 tell u that the rolls royce u mentioned in the hdb is a mitsuoka. get the facts rite 1st, u loser
See what i mean be jumping to conclusions and not reading and understanding.If these are the comments that anyone can type for fun than please think abt it before you comment.There have been many who have given good comments and ideas but that bad lot seems to cover the good ones.I have been a member here since 2000 if you think i just popped in here then think again.The blog is mine and i can blog it anyway i like.No spacing or paragraph is all up to me who are you to comment.As i say if you dont like it you can choose to stop reading.That my style of blogging.Even the young gal like Vanessa can comment till like that i really dont know what to say abt the education nowadays.She can style her blog her way so what is wrong with mine, since you think mine is wrong than what abt the rest of the world.That's why i say young up.My blog my style.If you are handsome then good for you, lucky you who is born handsome.But remember this, there are always people who are more handsome and better than you and people who are worse and more kelian also so think proplerly before you anyhow shoot......cheesepie face and etc.If you have guts post your pic and see if you like it when should comments come and dont hide behide you avatar.
Forget to comment on the car.Yes i made a mistake on the brand and thanks for correcting but not to Mr youchaocheesepie.Someone from a last month already posted and told me abt the mistake.It's not nice abt the things and ways the immatured have replied but that a cbox so anyone can comment and also anyhow. But they never consider anything before commenting.
If i was an asshole all i needed to do was to note down the ip add and report it to the cops.I have been very forgiving and not causing trouble.I even stopped blogging because i dont want to cos more rubbish to occur but no someone has to give stupid comments on my cbox.As i had said i never asked anyone to read my blog.It was meant for my friends to read, friends from msn, friendster and work.
But end of the day i still thank anyone who reads it but remember this...... my blog my style so keep all your stupid comments to yourself.Thanks to the few friends who spoke up for me.
3 bad things abt me
1........super straight forward
2........dont like to be blame for things i didnt do or say
3........bad temper ( 11yrs never explode )
Had a long day today.......working then went home and bath and then meeting crystal up an heading or her coll's wedding.Then came home and read the forum.......really dont understand some people's thinking, shooting their "mouths" away without thinking much.I dont think anyone will like it if someone anyhow "shoots" them on their own blog example Vanessa xiao mei mei.
Think i should stop now for any immature people to read and understand, it maybe a bit too long for them to understand actually but while at least i tried.
Please try to stop asking me to hide, jio me to fight etc etc nonsense. My reply to all this is......grow up la.
If cheaters can walk around scott free what have i to hide since all my blog has been blogging abt is the truth.
Friday, May 23, 2008
64th Post 23 May 08
What great comments on my cbox.....seems like what i said had appear.....my blog.....i dont like to use spacebar is my problem....never ask you read what.The other one is better scammer??.....hello you got use your brains??....maybe you are Mr AK la...that i can understand but seriously i dont think you can irritate me much......pathetic people........immature and never use much brain.......also a lot of people like that.....no wonder got so many facebook and etc coming up cos got so bo lian people around....hello get a life and stop spending time in front of your pc.........most of the people give me a feeling that they are students and are not mature yet...... guess it comes from the way they reply and setup topics....super bo lian.No wonder army training got so many complains......weak. How many have actually gone through 1 week without sleep.....honestly rare...... but i know of those that did that and have suffered more in army........cant someone give a comment that needs me to use my brain to think deeply to understand.....like william....once you read it you know it is deep.....no brainer comments can keep to yourself.study so much got what use....use your brains and think...dont understand the word think....ponder understand....from the word SNAG ....sensitive new age man...i think it's more like stupid new age man......why cant people think more maturely??....seriously i think it comes from the internet.......too much internet and too little exposure to the society outside or too pampered by their parents??......example......want lcd monitor parents pay want lcd tv parents give want new hp parents buy....pampered and spoiled.......grow up and get it on your own......to those that are going these... kudos to you all.....
Finally another platoon gathering but not under the correct situation......most of them are there except CS, William, Raj, Eugene Soh, Andy, Joe, Kelvin.......but we still had a good chat almost 3.5hrs of chatting......fun and enjoyable......i could tell it still didnt help Elvin much.....could tell that he is really tired and a bit sad.....Jia you ba...i know it is not easy but his family is taking it well till today.The most i can do is to accompany him at night and chat with him but i know it wont help much.......it isnt easy to lose someone close....The worst thing that is hurting him aprt from losing his dad is that the condition and environment when he left......he feels that the hospital neglected the patients imagine if you ring the bell but the nurse didnt bother much and took 2 hrs to come.It makes me wonder what the nurses are doing at that moment in time from midnight to dusk........
Dear has been very busy these few days at work.....hope she gets enough rest and dont tired herself out.Could tell from her voice she had a long day today...jia you dear.......birthday coming liao must be happy hor.....
Finally another platoon gathering but not under the correct situation......most of them are there except CS, William, Raj, Eugene Soh, Andy, Joe, Kelvin.......but we still had a good chat almost 3.5hrs of chatting......fun and enjoyable......i could tell it still didnt help Elvin much.....could tell that he is really tired and a bit sad.....Jia you ba...i know it is not easy but his family is taking it well till today.The most i can do is to accompany him at night and chat with him but i know it wont help much.......it isnt easy to lose someone close....The worst thing that is hurting him aprt from losing his dad is that the condition and environment when he left......he feels that the hospital neglected the patients imagine if you ring the bell but the nurse didnt bother much and took 2 hrs to come.It makes me wonder what the nurses are doing at that moment in time from midnight to dusk........
Dear has been very busy these few days at work.....hope she gets enough rest and dont tired herself out.Could tell from her voice she had a long day today...jia you dear.......birthday coming liao must be happy hor.....
Thursday, May 22, 2008
63th Post 22 May 08
Almost abt time to restart my blogging........a few news and feelings for now.Elvin's dad passed away on 21th may 08 just after midnight.....rayson is off the market......ring on the finger......SG has a lot of super rich people.......the most important is that....how come SG got some many immature and irritating people who dont get their facts right........
They can comment on things without knowing the facts clearly and reply with using their brains.......amazing.......example is hardwarezone forum........maybe they are teenagers....but there are a few there that are very logical and mature in thinking too but too bad there are more rotten apples than good ones.
This is a very xiong month........ birthday present.......white gold........wedding dinner.......house warming........xiong xiong.........
The rumors and gossip is almost over just almost........ dont want to cause it to relight...........cos the people who dont use their brains well gets on my nerves.......
FYI...i dont like to be blame for things i did not do.........
http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1939898&page=61
please get your facts straight before commenting........ get the process right....... eyes - brain - hands.........
They can comment on things without knowing the facts clearly and reply with using their brains.......amazing.......example is hardwarezone forum........maybe they are teenagers....but there are a few there that are very logical and mature in thinking too but too bad there are more rotten apples than good ones.
This is a very xiong month........ birthday present.......white gold........wedding dinner.......house warming........xiong xiong.........
The rumors and gossip is almost over just almost........ dont want to cause it to relight...........cos the people who dont use their brains well gets on my nerves.......
FYI...i dont like to be blame for things i did not do.........
http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1939898&page=61
please get your facts straight before commenting........ get the process right....... eyes - brain - hands.........
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
62th Post 22 April 08
Getting too tired and lazy to blog recently.....container coming, spending time with crystal and 3 qing ming....getting heated up by fire and sun then drenched by rain.......never fallen ill already very lucky liao........finally got people kenna complain on other's blog liao......wonder if any legal action will be taken against him??.....hope not but let's hope he wakes up.........aches and pains and cuts and bruises are back...which means container has started to come.......kenna from crystal reently.....saying i scolded her.....means my morning just wake up tone is harsh.....dont think she knows what she did at exactly........2nd time liao....... she left a cup of fruit juice on the floor and bump over it while she was sleeping and trying to pull up her blanket.....lucky i woke up and checked.....if not ants will come and my flooring will be gone..... 1st time is orange juice, 2nd time is promen juice...what's next apple juice.......she is not really small to not know this is not a smart thing to do......sometimes i ffeel she pities herself too much or i am letting her get her way too much......maybe she doesnt really know why i wanted to bring her along for qing ming......i wanted to show her to my deceased grandparents and let them know that i hae found the one i want to settle down with. She may not find it important but i do. I even make it a point to remember about her family's side's qing ming......too bad in the end they never go.
Dont think i feel like blogging much......stupid rodenstock specs broke into 2...useless brand.....less than 2 yrs break 3 times.....so it's contacts again but i'm typing this without them.......got a very deep cut on my left thumb that is causing me a lot of pain.......stupid wound bleed for 20mins non stop......now still on off bleed.......that's all for no...no mood at all.........glad to know ray's gal is back........golden eagle.....hehe......
Dont think i feel like blogging much......stupid rodenstock specs broke into 2...useless brand.....less than 2 yrs break 3 times.....so it's contacts again but i'm typing this without them.......got a very deep cut on my left thumb that is causing me a lot of pain.......stupid wound bleed for 20mins non stop......now still on off bleed.......that's all for no...no mood at all.........glad to know ray's gal is back........golden eagle.....hehe......
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
61th Post 14 April 08
Spent the weekend with Crystal......actually 2/3 of it to be accurate...why 2/3....haha.....cos i was doing delivery on sat from morning till 7.........what to do....doing delivery for big company ma......spent the rest of sat slack at home.....actually dear let me slack...i know.....she knew i was tiring so she mention to watch movie at home after that then we went to eat cos i know she was hungry.....i was watching her when she was eat her mee.....it was sweet.....even now when i think of her eating, i will smile.
Sunday was spent sleeping till 11 plus then we went for DIY session at AMK. I promised her a long time ago to install E68 into her car and i also add in a bonus.....2 pairs of magnet to help in power and FC....that session end around 3...then as a reward she treated me to a meal at thomson near sin ming road......tim sum.....not bad but still lose to the one at upper thomson.....following that we went to her place for her to do some laundry till around 5.30pm.....had to rush home after that cos my family were going out for dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday.But upon reaching home they were not ready yet so i went for a nap....really KO.....dead tired and dear played her game. Nap for 30 mins...power nap sia.....blur blur follow them out and keep asking them go where to eat.....after 10 mins in the car then they decided to go to SK for crabs....the place is called master crab i think.....but too pack so change to another place seletar camp.........but the place was gone so tried seletar country club but it was the same.....so in the end went to OCC......lucky there wasnt so pack but we still had to wait quite a while for food......nice food but not for people who dont like spicy food......really happy that dear enjoyed the food.....especially the chilli crab...hehe....spicy and hot.....after that headed home to rest.......for no reason i started to have brain cramps.....headaches la......but still managed to accompany Crystal as she played her game and till she went to bed.....hehe....
We cuddled for a while in bed and she told me something that i have been wanting to hear.She told me not to worry as she wanted to spend mon to wed at home.The reason she gave was to wash laundry and save money and sleep more.The few reasons i could think of are these she scare her mama miss her company, she needs more time to sleep cos i always sleep later and disturbed her sleep, she needs more time to do her programming and dont want to be interupted.I was worried at first abt this but later on I feel that it is a correct thing to do.Both she and me need our own space and time sometimes be it to sort out our thoughts or do our own things.If really something happens again then this is fate liao......She did it before i can only hope she doesnt do it again.......This is something i will not hide as they say once bitten twice shy ma......But i still feel it is the right thing to do.It will also be a test for me to see how much confidence i have in her and myself.....I can never be by her side 24/7 so if i really need to worry and think abt her all the time it will only make me more tired and emotionally unstable.
Especially for you to read dear........Now i'm alone in my room thinking of her and missing her.....my room feels empty without her in it and by my side.Keep looking at BiBi and getting a sad feeling and a kelian look from Bibi.Guess bibi misses crystal also or it should be just me......That is how much impact she has on me.Looking at this queen size bed only makes me feel how much more empty it is.......Dont know if she will slept well......her things are still here, scare she needs to use them but dont have them with her.See i think too much that it makes me tired at times.......her brush, her charger, her toner etc.........the worst is her lappy charger is in my room....haha.......and her mei mei brought the pc to her new home.Well it also means that if the lappy runs out of batt she cannot do work and must sleep early....hehe......2 more days till thursday....sian thursday still have to go taka after 10 for delivery......think by the time i'm back she should be asleep liao......dont know is it me thinking too much but i feel that there is sometime she is not telling me abt why she wants to spent mon to wed at home......Guess i really need to rebuild confidence in myself so that i can regain more confidence in others......I have been through quite a lot these 20 over yrs......somehow i have always been blaming myself for all that has happened.....from my grandmother's death to me getting ditched........I have never blamed anyone but myself.......I also question myself more than others........no wonder my hairline is going higher.......guess the high forehead thing is correct......thinking too much caused it........I asked abt the HDB only cos of one thing....I wanted to settle down......getting a home shows more that i want to settle down with crystal I didnt think abt getting a home until crystal called abt wanting one cos i know that it is quite hard due to my family commitments......that is where fillal and love collides in me......really have a lot of thoughts flying in my mind but i cant seem to settle them smoothly even taking them one step at a time seems hard.....life isnt that smooth to me......ups and downs and toughness.......maybe it's all a challenge to turn me into a better man........why do some people have it smooth in life where others suffer through life??Karma ??????? Then i must had been a bad person last time cos no matter how many good deeds i have done till now in this life it is not enough to cover.........April will be coming to an end soon that only means a few things......crystal's birthday is coming wanted to get her a surprise present but seems like not going to happen liao.......IPPT is ending soon.....headache headache and more headaches.........sian..........did i really take a every wrong step in life....but if i didnt take that step then maybe i wouldnt have met crystal and fallen for her head over heals......
There are too many questions in life that anyone can solve......we can only try to seek out the answers one at a time....2am ..........been typing for the last 45mins....guess it's time to sleep.......Fan........
Sunday was spent sleeping till 11 plus then we went for DIY session at AMK. I promised her a long time ago to install E68 into her car and i also add in a bonus.....2 pairs of magnet to help in power and FC....that session end around 3...then as a reward she treated me to a meal at thomson near sin ming road......tim sum.....not bad but still lose to the one at upper thomson.....following that we went to her place for her to do some laundry till around 5.30pm.....had to rush home after that cos my family were going out for dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday.But upon reaching home they were not ready yet so i went for a nap....really KO.....dead tired and dear played her game. Nap for 30 mins...power nap sia.....blur blur follow them out and keep asking them go where to eat.....after 10 mins in the car then they decided to go to SK for crabs....the place is called master crab i think.....but too pack so change to another place seletar camp.........but the place was gone so tried seletar country club but it was the same.....so in the end went to OCC......lucky there wasnt so pack but we still had to wait quite a while for food......nice food but not for people who dont like spicy food......really happy that dear enjoyed the food.....especially the chilli crab...hehe....spicy and hot.....after that headed home to rest.......for no reason i started to have brain cramps.....headaches la......but still managed to accompany Crystal as she played her game and till she went to bed.....hehe....
We cuddled for a while in bed and she told me something that i have been wanting to hear.She told me not to worry as she wanted to spend mon to wed at home.The reason she gave was to wash laundry and save money and sleep more.The few reasons i could think of are these she scare her mama miss her company, she needs more time to sleep cos i always sleep later and disturbed her sleep, she needs more time to do her programming and dont want to be interupted.I was worried at first abt this but later on I feel that it is a correct thing to do.Both she and me need our own space and time sometimes be it to sort out our thoughts or do our own things.If really something happens again then this is fate liao......She did it before i can only hope she doesnt do it again.......This is something i will not hide as they say once bitten twice shy ma......But i still feel it is the right thing to do.It will also be a test for me to see how much confidence i have in her and myself.....I can never be by her side 24/7 so if i really need to worry and think abt her all the time it will only make me more tired and emotionally unstable.
Especially for you to read dear........Now i'm alone in my room thinking of her and missing her.....my room feels empty without her in it and by my side.Keep looking at BiBi and getting a sad feeling and a kelian look from Bibi.Guess bibi misses crystal also or it should be just me......That is how much impact she has on me.Looking at this queen size bed only makes me feel how much more empty it is.......Dont know if she will slept well......her things are still here, scare she needs to use them but dont have them with her.See i think too much that it makes me tired at times.......her brush, her charger, her toner etc.........the worst is her lappy charger is in my room....haha.......and her mei mei brought the pc to her new home.Well it also means that if the lappy runs out of batt she cannot do work and must sleep early....hehe......2 more days till thursday....sian thursday still have to go taka after 10 for delivery......think by the time i'm back she should be asleep liao......dont know is it me thinking too much but i feel that there is sometime she is not telling me abt why she wants to spent mon to wed at home......Guess i really need to rebuild confidence in myself so that i can regain more confidence in others......I have been through quite a lot these 20 over yrs......somehow i have always been blaming myself for all that has happened.....from my grandmother's death to me getting ditched........I have never blamed anyone but myself.......I also question myself more than others........no wonder my hairline is going higher.......guess the high forehead thing is correct......thinking too much caused it........I asked abt the HDB only cos of one thing....I wanted to settle down......getting a home shows more that i want to settle down with crystal I didnt think abt getting a home until crystal called abt wanting one cos i know that it is quite hard due to my family commitments......that is where fillal and love collides in me......really have a lot of thoughts flying in my mind but i cant seem to settle them smoothly even taking them one step at a time seems hard.....life isnt that smooth to me......ups and downs and toughness.......maybe it's all a challenge to turn me into a better man........why do some people have it smooth in life where others suffer through life??Karma ??????? Then i must had been a bad person last time cos no matter how many good deeds i have done till now in this life it is not enough to cover.........April will be coming to an end soon that only means a few things......crystal's birthday is coming wanted to get her a surprise present but seems like not going to happen liao.......IPPT is ending soon.....headache headache and more headaches.........sian..........did i really take a every wrong step in life....but if i didnt take that step then maybe i wouldnt have met crystal and fallen for her head over heals......
There are too many questions in life that anyone can solve......we can only try to seek out the answers one at a time....2am ..........been typing for the last 45mins....guess it's time to sleep.......Fan........
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
60th Post 10 April 08
Nothing happened much these few days....at least nothing of much interest.......my working life is back to normal people lifestyle.....10 to abt 6 on most days......During deliveries for big mattress company....cant name which......seeing all the rich people's houses in SG.....ready huge......imagine my 5 room flat cant even compare to their living room.......huge sia......Think their house should be worth millions now.......things have been going on between me and dear.....we start to talk more and share more problems........problems which i cant solve much now......really have to take it step by step........Saw Agneo today at Mactaggart Rd while driving around looking for office cum store.....kind of cute to see him in pants and white polo T......too used to seeing him in bermudas liao....also very long never see him and joreen liao.......Dear is getting busy and so am I.Havent been a good bf lately but thanks dear for being understanding.....Havent sent her to work or picked her up since i started my normal working hours.....she wake up, I'm still sleeping and when i come back she off work liao.I cant ask for much but seeing her everyday has already made me happy.I could still remember how i felt and live life when she left me....the pain and sorrow was unbearerable.......yet now she is by my side again but i still cant help her much....the helplessness is still there but i know i have something to look forward to....payday.......not much but it will still help in so sense......at least i can help a bit to solve her problems cos mainly by Mr A.K. Crystal told me that her mum intents to paint the whole living room.......looks like one of the weekends will be used up again....but i dont mind cos she will be by my side motiviting me.....This sunday will be going to her mother's side qing ming, night with my family for dinner, next sunday my side qing ming again.......must find time liao to spend painting her house......Just now she complained abt me working on the lappy again.....I know the main reason is that she doesnt want me to be stress out with work........and she wants more of my attention.At least now i understand her more cos we communicate.......I know i cant help her in a lot of things so i give her a hug, these few days work till never hug her also.....when i hug her she told me she wanted to show me her friendster's shoutout.....to my surprise she wanted a hug also......
I'm so glad that i made her happy with a simple thing like a hug......Guys out there remember to do it often....a hug beat a lot of things.......it always smoothes my soul when i am worried or troubled.......a hug from the back gives a feeling of secureness.......from the front gives a comforting feeliong....dont mix up the 2......Havent spend much time with my friends and buddies.......hongjun and rayson are busy.....eric i'm not sure but one thing i am sure is that she wont be angry with me cos they know that i am now gf first........sorry Yati i know i havent sms you much lately......i try to find one of the days to ask you out for coffee with my gf k....let you know her so if she bullies me you must help me hor............busy and tired till never blog much also.....blog counter also never jump much.......but i know a few people are looking.......people from canada, england, australia.....i can guess who you are....... SG no need to say la.....i still find it weird to blog when Crystal is awake beside me, could it be that i cant express what i want or is it that i am afraid of things that may hurt her feelings if she reads it when i am typing it???
I try not to type things that may hurt her feelings but if i dont, i dont find it fair to her.Blogging is a way to let her know how and what i feel towards things, it a way for me to express myself.......I wont care abt others' thoughts or feelings cos it will deter what i want to blog abt.The only one whom i care abt is Crystal.
When she made the police report and told me the results i was thinking.....there isnt much of a case on Mr A.K but should the police by able to do anything abt it???......It's true that people lend him the money willingly but isnt it consider an oral legal contract.as loansharks says O$P$.............cant it be used as a contract.......So if he uses the same method his own life the law cant do anything abt it and it is legal??....like that a lot of people will suffer and he will get richer........ a bit stupid le.......big loophole in law liao..... William take note hor....next time you can help to change SG law.........if he can verbally lend money from everyone and yet the law cant do anything isnt it consider cheating.......he still can say his company is XXXXX and his ex is so and so star and sleep with so and so etc nonsense why cant it be used against him....lies and lies and more lies.......he even use riguang's friends' pic from her friendster.........Dont know why so many people fall for it.......grabbing pics from others and saying it's his claiming this and that.....really very pathetic fellow.....yet irritating.....poor family of his, mainly his uncle and mum.He still doesnt want to understand the sorrows he is letting them suffer.If i didnt pity them i would have ask Crystal to sue him till bankrupt liao.......10k is not a small amount some more to cheat people of it.......no shame meh??Loan still got slowly return is one thing but his is the other......Say return her the hp and sim card.....where got 6500 where huh??? Empty words, empty promises, full of lies.....what a poor way of life. If a person cant keep their word on things then might as well dont be a human cos they dont have the logical mind of humans........be animal better lor.
A life of lies............really wonder how long more he will be scott-free and unpunished for his lies.As a man i really find him disgraceful.......lies aside.....where is his bone gas........spread rumors on other etc.....men where got like that.......shame shame le.......maybe he doesnt understand shame and he doesnt have a conscience probably that is why he can sleep at night.I have seen super poor people and super rich people and people of all walks of life through these yrs but i have never seen a person like him before.I really look down on him for cheating people of their savings.
How would anyone feel if you scrimp and saved for yrs a few thousand just to let it get cheated away........spent on medical bills is one thing but cheated your blood and sweat money........I for one cant forgive this type of people.
For now i am looking forward to the weekends and end of month.Weekends with her the whole day and end of month so that i can clear my own debts.......slowly one by one settle. Sick of living with debts.......Everytime use money will think of when can i spent it freely and not feeling guilty......hand to mouth......looking forward to hand to hand.Have been planning to buy a few things for a long time liao......hope to achieve them.....Tiny perks that i have been looking forward to.I wont name them cos i dont want Crystal to get them for me and cos some of it is for her....hehe........Time for me to zzz............have been thinking to deeply these few days....giving me headaches........it can all be solved but it takes time and hardwork.
I am looking forward to spending my future with her by my side.I will try to give her all the happiness i can.Happiness and sorrows will come i know but it will work out if we talked it out.
I'm so glad that i made her happy with a simple thing like a hug......Guys out there remember to do it often....a hug beat a lot of things.......it always smoothes my soul when i am worried or troubled.......a hug from the back gives a feeling of secureness.......from the front gives a comforting feeliong....dont mix up the 2......Havent spend much time with my friends and buddies.......hongjun and rayson are busy.....eric i'm not sure but one thing i am sure is that she wont be angry with me cos they know that i am now gf first........sorry Yati i know i havent sms you much lately......i try to find one of the days to ask you out for coffee with my gf k....let you know her so if she bullies me you must help me hor............busy and tired till never blog much also.....blog counter also never jump much.......but i know a few people are looking.......people from canada, england, australia.....i can guess who you are....... SG no need to say la.....i still find it weird to blog when Crystal is awake beside me, could it be that i cant express what i want or is it that i am afraid of things that may hurt her feelings if she reads it when i am typing it???
I try not to type things that may hurt her feelings but if i dont, i dont find it fair to her.Blogging is a way to let her know how and what i feel towards things, it a way for me to express myself.......I wont care abt others' thoughts or feelings cos it will deter what i want to blog abt.The only one whom i care abt is Crystal.
When she made the police report and told me the results i was thinking.....there isnt much of a case on Mr A.K but should the police by able to do anything abt it???......It's true that people lend him the money willingly but isnt it consider an oral legal contract.as loansharks says O$P$.............cant it be used as a contract.......So if he uses the same method his own life the law cant do anything abt it and it is legal??....like that a lot of people will suffer and he will get richer........ a bit stupid le.......big loophole in law liao..... William take note hor....next time you can help to change SG law.........if he can verbally lend money from everyone and yet the law cant do anything isnt it consider cheating.......he still can say his company is XXXXX and his ex is so and so star and sleep with so and so etc nonsense why cant it be used against him....lies and lies and more lies.......he even use riguang's friends' pic from her friendster.........Dont know why so many people fall for it.......grabbing pics from others and saying it's his claiming this and that.....really very pathetic fellow.....yet irritating.....poor family of his, mainly his uncle and mum.He still doesnt want to understand the sorrows he is letting them suffer.If i didnt pity them i would have ask Crystal to sue him till bankrupt liao.......10k is not a small amount some more to cheat people of it.......no shame meh??Loan still got slowly return is one thing but his is the other......Say return her the hp and sim card.....where got 6500 where huh??? Empty words, empty promises, full of lies.....what a poor way of life. If a person cant keep their word on things then might as well dont be a human cos they dont have the logical mind of humans........be animal better lor.
A life of lies............really wonder how long more he will be scott-free and unpunished for his lies.As a man i really find him disgraceful.......lies aside.....where is his bone gas........spread rumors on other etc.....men where got like that.......shame shame le.......maybe he doesnt understand shame and he doesnt have a conscience probably that is why he can sleep at night.I have seen super poor people and super rich people and people of all walks of life through these yrs but i have never seen a person like him before.I really look down on him for cheating people of their savings.
How would anyone feel if you scrimp and saved for yrs a few thousand just to let it get cheated away........spent on medical bills is one thing but cheated your blood and sweat money........I for one cant forgive this type of people.
For now i am looking forward to the weekends and end of month.Weekends with her the whole day and end of month so that i can clear my own debts.......slowly one by one settle. Sick of living with debts.......Everytime use money will think of when can i spent it freely and not feeling guilty......hand to mouth......looking forward to hand to hand.Have been planning to buy a few things for a long time liao......hope to achieve them.....Tiny perks that i have been looking forward to.I wont name them cos i dont want Crystal to get them for me and cos some of it is for her....hehe........Time for me to zzz............have been thinking to deeply these few days....giving me headaches........it can all be solved but it takes time and hardwork.
I am looking forward to spending my future with her by my side.I will try to give her all the happiness i can.Happiness and sorrows will come i know but it will work out if we talked it out.
59th Post 9 April 08
Pics from the last weekend....long and tiring......most memorable ones are...roll royce parked at hdb mcp........super ex car le.......dont know what the owner is thinking.......qing ming on my mum's side..... shelter people with umbrella while i get wet and getting super hot cos of burning ming zi.......and of course having supper with my dear......food taken was of the food hor...eyes dont anyhow wonder.
Friday, April 4, 2008
58th Post 4 April 2008
Started normal working again.......going around SG again......lol....... look out for crazy 14ft lorry driving around........oops
First delivery place....Bugis........Super hot in the morning
Taken before the wedding starts
Taken in her room.....hehe
Pretty Smile
Mei Nu 4
Mei Nu 3
My favorite pic of dear......
Mei Nu 2
Mei Nu
Thursday, April 3, 2008
57th Post 29 March 2008
One shot updated last week's activities till 29th March 08.....all pics and minimum words...as they say a pic is worth a thousand words.It's my blog so whoever doesnt like it can go suck thumb.....lol......
Tent for the kids to play and nap in......
Tired face of me.....pretty face of her......hehe
29th Fishing trip at Pasir Ris Pond......Before reaching fishing spot
Pic of dear......naughty face....lol
After Tabasco....lol...spicy spicy
My food before Tabasco
The following pic supper that i ordered for dear.....Mad Jacks
Fish I caught at Pasir Ris Farmway
It's finally back in my room
The jap food on platoon outing
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
56th Post 25 March 2008
Went for a mini platoon meet up last night at PS.....most of the guys are there except a few....william, kaijie, cs, kelvin, raj, andy. The rest was there......i wouldnt recommend a jap food there.... ichiban.......lousy service..... not really good.......somemore not value for money......but at least we had a fun time there and i even brought dear along.....she enjoyed the food but she was bored when we went downstairs to chat.Following that we went to starbucks for coffee...too bad only a few of them drunk while the rest didnt.....lol.....heard william will be back for overseas exercise.........that means will be me, bingkun, eugeue soh, weixiong, riguang, kelvin and william for august exercise liao....da di kaki almost there liao...lol.....well also found out that xiong owns a WRX now..... SFP5XX black......chio chio le....... earns around 3k per month....shiok...... riguang also shiok...basic 2.5k...... commission another add on.....all rich le........must find one day ask them treat dinner......lol......feels good to catch up with them.....fun sia......cant wait for cs and william to come back then we will have a lawyer and a Professor in the group......can see 2 person speak powderful england with each other....lol....... one US slang one British slang......that is confirm going to be a funny conversion.....lol.......
Monday, March 24, 2008
55th Post 23 March 2008
Breakfast at upper thomson.....barley
Dear dear picking through her fingernails.....while waiting for foodies.....
chives dumpling......
century egg porridge....nice nice
pig intesting rolls....lol.........and century egg dumpling
The signboard pls take note of the signboard on the right.....it states 24hrs....lol
After sending her mama to Tampines we went giant for food and walk walk.....than to courts and than to ikea.......walk from 4 pm to 8.30pm.......
After picking up her mama then we go geyland lor 29 eat satay and hokkien mee.......long and tiring day......
lazy to type so many words and things.........short and sweet for now.......today read my dear's blog and started to plan my room again....so many things to tidy up for her to put her things....more to do tmr....xiong.....
Dear dear picking through her fingernails.....while waiting for foodies.....
chives dumpling......
century egg porridge....nice nice
pig intesting rolls....lol.........and century egg dumpling
The signboard pls take note of the signboard on the right.....it states 24hrs....lol
After sending her mama to Tampines we went giant for food and walk walk.....than to courts and than to ikea.......walk from 4 pm to 8.30pm.......
After picking up her mama then we go geyland lor 29 eat satay and hokkien mee.......long and tiring day......
lazy to type so many words and things.........short and sweet for now.......today read my dear's blog and started to plan my room again....so many things to tidy up for her to put her things....more to do tmr....xiong.....Sunday, March 23, 2008
54th Post 22 March 2008
Dear's sister's wedding card
Location and timings and people
Supper for the day at serangoon gardan coffeeshop
My chicken baked rice......
My baked rice with tabasco.....lol
Location and timings and people
Supper for the day at serangoon gardan coffeeshop
My chicken baked rice......
My baked rice with tabasco.....lol
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
52th Post 19 March 2008
Finding myself getting more busy everyday......and having enjoying less on blogging.....time is getting shorter also.22ndhave to go mono with dear...her friend's birthday at night.....sat, sunday and monday got deliveries.....sian.....burn my weekends again......2 on sat, 2 on sun, 1 on mon for now........ so in the end couldnt keep my promise to accompany my dear for car inspection.....shit...... managed to keep sat clear till kenna last min deliveries that i cant push off......sian......back also being sore and aching again......cant even wake up earily to send dear to work.......by the time i wake up she is already at work, then by the time i end work also around 5plus cant fetch her......sian....at least friday i can spend with her......sunday still got deliveries by 1........must try to faster finish.......one CCK and one SK........
new 14ft lorry hard to drive le....somemore still running in.....not use to it, cant speed and dont know how to park......super long........stress........must be super careful......have to park at joo seng and pick it up there these few days......sian.......
Today spent 1hour plus reply customer email somemore.....like writing competition.......boring....but no choice...my job....actually i slack too long liao....haha....oops.....luckily still managed to have dinner and some personal time with my dear.....had my hair cut at hougang point barber......1st and last time liao......cut till almost armani......was complaining to dear all the way while walking home.....i really dont know how to appreciate the barber's style.........think can 6mths no need to cut liao......also dont think i will take pic soon.......dear your mei's wedding can i wear cap go....hehe........dear looks more tired these few days...heard her workload is increasing......heart pain.......but at least she looks more relax while sleeping.....hehe she have to endure me watching tv while she sleeps so i will try to keep the volume down and off the lights, in that way she can sleep better.......just now my sister came home and pass me 4 free movie passes...YA but valid till april......hopefully can have nice show to watch with dear.......i know it has been a really really long long time that i never watch a movie with her alone....oops......must start to think back on the days of the past.....what to say and do during outings with gals.......I'm becoming more quiet and less crazy........starting to feel like a log.......boring person.........dear told me few days back that her boss Jen knew we were back together and was surprised, why you ask.......she finds that people of the same age normally will not work out......i do need to correct her on this point....same age is not the factor.....it's the mental maturity of the mind that is the key factor, and that i remained by her side after all she has done.......1 phrase, it's human to err.....it's most likely my retribution for treating gals badly back then....sorry to all gals i mistreated....dear never stress me these few days on when i want to marry her cos she knows i will stress myself again......I know she wants to settle down........i am trying also......doing whatever is in my power to make it happen faster.
Every night i look at her while she sleeps, thinking of when can i settle down with her, her expression of peacefulness on her face always brings a smile to my face........I know i am blessed to have her by my side. And every night after she had fallen asleep, i will hug her and kiss her lips or face before i sleep....hehe wonders if she knows.....i dont know why but i cant hug someone and fall asleep.....i find it uncomfortable.......anyone has any explainations on why??
Received a massage from dear just now.......thanks dear, even through she paid more attention on her lappy then me.......but i am not complaining cos i know at least she cares althought she cost more harm then good....hehe......dont worry dear i still love your touch on my back....very smoothing effect on me........just be careful and dont scratch me with your nails again hor......it's sharp and pain, the speed and the pressure she accidentally drifted across my skin, felt like a paper cut wound......ouch
But it's ok why.....cos i love you and i know you didnt mean it......my blur and forgotful and careless dear....time to rest my back.......long weekend ahead......sian.......
new 14ft lorry hard to drive le....somemore still running in.....not use to it, cant speed and dont know how to park......super long........stress........must be super careful......have to park at joo seng and pick it up there these few days......sian.......
Today spent 1hour plus reply customer email somemore.....like writing competition.......boring....but no choice...my job....actually i slack too long liao....haha....oops.....luckily still managed to have dinner and some personal time with my dear.....had my hair cut at hougang point barber......1st and last time liao......cut till almost armani......was complaining to dear all the way while walking home.....i really dont know how to appreciate the barber's style.........think can 6mths no need to cut liao......also dont think i will take pic soon.......dear your mei's wedding can i wear cap go....hehe........dear looks more tired these few days...heard her workload is increasing......heart pain.......but at least she looks more relax while sleeping.....hehe she have to endure me watching tv while she sleeps so i will try to keep the volume down and off the lights, in that way she can sleep better.......just now my sister came home and pass me 4 free movie passes...YA but valid till april......hopefully can have nice show to watch with dear.......i know it has been a really really long long time that i never watch a movie with her alone....oops......must start to think back on the days of the past.....what to say and do during outings with gals.......I'm becoming more quiet and less crazy........starting to feel like a log.......boring person.........dear told me few days back that her boss Jen knew we were back together and was surprised, why you ask.......she finds that people of the same age normally will not work out......i do need to correct her on this point....same age is not the factor.....it's the mental maturity of the mind that is the key factor, and that i remained by her side after all she has done.......1 phrase, it's human to err.....it's most likely my retribution for treating gals badly back then....sorry to all gals i mistreated....dear never stress me these few days on when i want to marry her cos she knows i will stress myself again......I know she wants to settle down........i am trying also......doing whatever is in my power to make it happen faster.
Every night i look at her while she sleeps, thinking of when can i settle down with her, her expression of peacefulness on her face always brings a smile to my face........I know i am blessed to have her by my side. And every night after she had fallen asleep, i will hug her and kiss her lips or face before i sleep....hehe wonders if she knows.....i dont know why but i cant hug someone and fall asleep.....i find it uncomfortable.......anyone has any explainations on why??
Received a massage from dear just now.......thanks dear, even through she paid more attention on her lappy then me.......but i am not complaining cos i know at least she cares althought she cost more harm then good....hehe......dont worry dear i still love your touch on my back....very smoothing effect on me........just be careful and dont scratch me with your nails again hor......it's sharp and pain, the speed and the pressure she accidentally drifted across my skin, felt like a paper cut wound......ouch
But it's ok why.....cos i love you and i know you didnt mean it......my blur and forgotful and careless dear....time to rest my back.......long weekend ahead......sian.......
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
51th Post 15 March 2008
Super lazy to type long long...too tired and long weekend but it was super fun and enjoyable.....especially when i get to spend it with my dear...but poor her was so tired......hehe sayang sayang....3 weddings down and 1 more to go at end of month......empty liao...lol......sorry Kaifen cant play mahjong this friday.....really got things to do......I will let the pics do the talking....have fun looking.....
Their Wedding car...note the cute softtoys.....nice le
The pretties gal during the whole day.....morning look....
morning couple.....no eye bags yet
church wedding......bride comes in
close up...half way down the aisle
Lighting of couple candle.....hehe
zoom in shot......
during the wait for ceremony to start.....afternoon shot...eye bags are out.....tired us
3 xiong di and one groom shot....lol......more like 4 handsomes....lol
Dinner shot......eyes want to close soon.....tired......
Sunday wedding dinner.....red wine.....whole table only i drink
Long weekend super tired.....
My supper on Friday.....donuts provided my dear's boss Jen....
overseas donuts...but too sweet liao...but still not as sweet as my dear
Their Wedding car...note the cute softtoys.....nice le
The pretties gal during the whole day.....morning look....
morning couple.....no eye bags yet
church wedding......bride comes in
close up...half way down the aisle
Lighting of couple candle.....hehe
zoom in shot......
during the wait for ceremony to start.....afternoon shot...eye bags are out.....tired us
3 xiong di and one groom shot....lol......more like 4 handsomes....lolAfter the church wedding.....food........3 chio bus and 1 handsome
Dinner shot......eyes want to close soon.....tired......poor dear let me sleep 1 hour and had to wake e up.......
she never sleep to do that....heart pain.....thanks dear
Sunday wedding dinner.....red wine.....whole table only i drinkAfter a few cups.......engine starting for me cos the xiong dis and groom come chio me red wine
Monday night supper with dear and family at geylang lor 27
Long weekend super tired.....
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