One shit over another occurs.
3 times...not from people's influence but from counting.
You keep thinking i have another gf outside, are you nuts?
I have never asked for anything from you but your love if i wanted to compare i wont have said something like this.....
You can buy him hp but i have none???
I am the one who keeps telling you where or what i'm doing but what about you.
Do you think you are the only one who needs a hug, why cant it be you to give it to me?
I have given all i can but i still get back nothing except getting hurt.
I never said you made me bear all the insults but i bear it cos i really want to be together with you.
You are the one who is getting more busy even since last time and i have never blamed you at all, all i did was silenting wait by the side.
You spent the whole night chatting on the phone but i didnt complaint at all even when i cant even hear the tv.
I went outside for 30mins yet you never ask why and in the end you got angry at me, where is the logic in that......did i blame you for anything at all
I have never insulted you and have always stood by your side and all you did was be suspicious of me having another gf.
You can even think i have been lying to you and i wanted revenge, you siao is it.
In all the sms-es the only feeling i get is that you want to break up, dont make it sound like i am wrong when the problem lies in you not having trust.
I have been the person loving you despite all the nonsense and shit but all you are returning to me is hurt.
If you really cant solve your own mental problem please dont come and hurt me.
This is not the first time this type of situation has occured and it will happen again if you dont solve your mental problem.
Honestly i'm quite sick of these type of shit happening.Everytime it hurts me more and deeper.
I'm still not angry at you but i am very hurt by you.
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I wonder where did the 3rd time comes from.
I did not think that you have another gf outside. The only thing I'm crazy / nuts over is you. Which normal girl will not react when knowing another girl sms her bf in the middle of the night? What I did was trying to get your attention but ignore & slient that I get. I know I'm crazy so I walked home alone in the wee hours and my beloved bf kept quiet & see that happening.
Buy hp for him? When is that? The hp is free from signing plan. My beloved bf never ask me to buy anything for him cos whatever I bought for him are things that I buy from my heart.
Is telling you where and what i'm doing help? Did u ask me to do that? I told you that I will be working everyday from morning till night. All because of what? So I can repay my own debts without troubling my bf.
When i need a hug, I will ask for it. When u need one, i don't even know. Cos I'm not inside you, I won't know things when I'm not being told. If I were to start that, I will be overly sensitive in every thing & pester u every time. Is that what u want? Me asking you everything u do? Probe further no matter what?
I didn't know chatting causes big misunderstanding when the ones that I chat with is Valerie & Cecilia who we didn't communicate for more than 10yrs. I even share with my beloved who am I talking to & who are they... I never mind when my bf ask me to speak softer when come to such things. Why you went out? You will either bathe or smoke ma. That's your usual practice. Can I question that? or respect that?
The reason of bringing up breakoff is to test you. All I got back is asking me to think of what i have done wrong, telling me not to regret cos i'm the one at fault, I'm selfish, thinking that I'm outside late with someone else. I still put it across that no one is right or wrong. It only matters whether both want the relationship to work out or not.
Even till now, i kept admitting my fault and after all the smses & calls I made, no reply or pick up. I got nothing back too... Still my last message to you is to hope that you are happy and even offer to ask u what u want to let u be happy. And still I got slient.
As I said, I will not disturb you anymore. Relationship need both parties to involve. I will only wait till you finally want to reply my smses or return my calls. For now I will just be alone & miss you in that private corner of mine.
~ Your girl who love you and finally got her taste of punishment ~
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