52th Post 19 March 2008

Finding myself getting more busy everyday......and having enjoying less on blogging.....time is getting shorter also.22ndhave to go mono with dear...her friend's birthday at night.....sat, sunday and monday got deliveries.....sian.....burn my weekends again......2 on sat, 2 on sun, 1 on mon for now........ so in the end couldnt keep my promise to accompany my dear for car inspection.....shit...... managed to keep sat clear till kenna last min deliveries that i cant push off......sian......back also being sore and aching again......cant even wake up earily to send dear to work.......by the time i wake up she is already at work, then by the time i end work also around 5plus cant fetch her......sian....at least friday i can spend with her......sunday still got deliveries by 1........must try to faster finish.......one CCK and one SK........
new 14ft lorry hard to drive le....somemore still running in.....not use to it, cant speed and dont know how to park......super long........stress........must be super careful......have to park at joo seng and pick it up there these few days......sian.......
Today spent 1hour plus reply customer email somemore.....like writing competition.......boring....but no choice...my job....actually i slack too long liao....haha....oops.....luckily still managed to have dinner and some personal time with my dear.....had my hair cut at hougang point barber......1st and last time liao......cut till almost armani......was complaining to dear all the way while walking home.....i really dont know how to appreciate the barber's style.........think can 6mths no need to cut liao......also dont think i will take pic soon.......dear your mei's wedding can i wear cap go....hehe........dear looks more tired these few days...heard her workload is increasing......heart pain.......but at least she looks more relax while sleeping.....hehe she have to endure me watching tv while she sleeps so i will try to keep the volume down and off the lights, in that way she can sleep better.......just now my sister came home and pass me 4 free movie passes...YA but valid till april......hopefully can have nice show to watch with dear.......i know it has been a really really long long time that i never watch a movie with her alone....oops......must start to think back on the days of the past.....what to say and do during outings with gals.......I'm becoming more quiet and less crazy........starting to feel like a log.......boring person.........dear told me few days back that her boss Jen knew we were back together and was surprised, why you ask.......she finds that people of the same age normally will not work out......i do need to correct her on this point....same age is not the factor.....it's the mental maturity of the mind that is the key factor, and that i remained by her side after all she has done.......1 phrase, it's human to err.....it's most likely my retribution for treating gals badly back then....sorry to all gals i mistreated....dear never stress me these few days on when i want to marry her cos she knows i will stress myself again......I know she wants to settle down........i am trying also......doing whatever is in my power to make it happen faster.
Every night i look at her while she sleeps, thinking of when can i settle down with her, her expression of peacefulness on her face always brings a smile to my face........I know i am blessed to have her by my side. And every night after she had fallen asleep, i will hug her and kiss her lips or face before i sleep....hehe wonders if she knows.....i dont know why but i cant hug someone and fall asleep.....i find it uncomfortable.......anyone has any explainations on why??
Received a massage from dear just now.......thanks dear, even through she paid more attention on her lappy then me.......but i am not complaining cos i know at least she cares althought she cost more harm then good....hehe......dont worry dear i still love your touch on my back....very smoothing effect on me........just be careful and dont scratch me with your nails again hor......it's sharp and pain, the speed and the pressure she accidentally drifted across my skin, felt like a paper cut wound......ouch
But it's ok why.....cos i love you and i know you didnt mean it......my blur and forgotful and careless dear....time to rest my back.......long weekend ahead......sian.......