Saturday, March 8, 2008

45th Post 6 March 2008

Yesterday.......still never send dear to work again.....still very tired.....all i managed to do was kiss her before she left for work.......luckily still managed to chat with dear for a while before going to work at 11.......it was then we discovered we were too early...lol....so off to lunch before work......one simple delivery but it became troublesome.....take 1 lift then have to transfer everything to another a distance away......xiong.......but the customer was a nice man....Mr Katamoto.........a big size man but friendly and nice.......after that had a good full meal of mc with 2 large coke and a middle spirit to end it all at martin road.After that we went to AMK to transfer goods........then it was home sweet home to meet my dear at home....We were going to meet her friends 2 Kelvins and go to Mr Alan's place to sort things out.....His uncle and family were nice to try to help to sort things out....Found out a lot of things from his uncle abt his past and etc...they were also shock to find out these type of things happened......i could tell the disappointment and sadness in his uncle and mother's eyes......another headache for them......This is why i cant forgive him more and more.......he is causing so much harm to others yet he still does it......even as an outsider i could tell how painful it is for the 2 elderly.....find him more and more pathetic also.....a life of lie he could really get into a lot of trouble with the shit he has created.i still find it terrible to go to his place but there was not much ways of doing it.Yes it will cause troubles for his family and uncle but that was the only way of letting them know before it really becomes unstoppable.....
Something i never tell my dear......dont do it for revenge....i could feel the revengeful feeling from you......do it cos you want to stop him and help others...that will be the correct mindset.

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