60th Post 10 April 08

Nothing happened much these few days....at least nothing of much interest.......my working life is back to normal people lifestyle.....10 to abt 6 on most days......During deliveries for big mattress company....cant name which......seeing all the rich people's houses in SG.....ready huge......imagine my 5 room flat cant even compare to their living room.......huge sia......Think their house should be worth millions now.......things have been going on between me and dear.....we start to talk more and share more problems........problems which i cant solve much now......really have to take it step by step........Saw Agneo today at Mactaggart Rd while driving around looking for office cum store.....kind of cute to see him in pants and white polo T......too used to seeing him in bermudas liao....also very long never see him and joreen liao.......Dear is getting busy and so am I.Havent been a good bf lately but thanks dear for being understanding.....Havent sent her to work or picked her up since i started my normal working hours.....she wake up, I'm still sleeping and when i come back she off work liao.I cant ask for much but seeing her everyday has already made me happy.I could still remember how i felt and live life when she left me....the pain and sorrow was unbearerable.......yet now she is by my side again but i still cant help her much....the helplessness is still there but i know i have something to look forward to....payday.......not much but it will still help in so sense......at least i can help a bit to solve her problems cos mainly by Mr A.K. Crystal told me that her mum intents to paint the whole living room.......looks like one of the weekends will be used up again....but i dont mind cos she will be by my side motiviting me.....This sunday will be going to her mother's side qing ming, night with my family for dinner, next sunday my side qing ming again.......must find time liao to spend painting her house......Just now she complained abt me working on the lappy again.....I know the main reason is that she doesnt want me to be stress out with work........and she wants more of my attention.At least now i understand her more cos we communicate.......I know i cant help her in a lot of things so i give her a hug, these few days work till never hug her also.....when i hug her she told me she wanted to show me her friendster's shoutout.....to my surprise she wanted a hug also......
I'm so glad that i made her happy with a simple thing like a hug......Guys out there remember to do it often....a hug beat a lot of things.......it always smoothes my soul when i am worried or troubled.......a hug from the back gives a feeling of secureness.......from the front gives a comforting feeliong....dont mix up the 2......Havent spend much time with my friends and buddies.......hongjun and rayson are busy.....eric i'm not sure but one thing i am sure is that she wont be angry with me cos they know that i am now gf first........sorry Yati i know i havent sms you much lately......i try to find one of the days to ask you out for coffee with my gf k....let you know her so if she bullies me you must help me hor............busy and tired till never blog much also.....blog counter also never jump much.......but i know a few people are looking.......people from canada, england, australia.....i can guess who you are....... SG no need to say la.....i still find it weird to blog when Crystal is awake beside me, could it be that i cant express what i want or is it that i am afraid of things that may hurt her feelings if she reads it when i am typing it???
I try not to type things that may hurt her feelings but if i dont, i dont find it fair to her.Blogging is a way to let her know how and what i feel towards things, it a way for me to express myself.......I wont care abt others' thoughts or feelings cos it will deter what i want to blog abt.The only one whom i care abt is Crystal.
When she made the police report and told me the results i was thinking.....there isnt much of a case on Mr A.K but should the police by able to do anything abt it???......It's true that people lend him the money willingly but isnt it consider an oral legal contract.as loansharks says O$P$.............cant it be used as a contract.......So if he uses the same method his own life the law cant do anything abt it and it is legal??....like that a lot of people will suffer and he will get richer........ a bit stupid le.......big loophole in law liao..... William take note hor....next time you can help to change SG law.........if he can verbally lend money from everyone and yet the law cant do anything isnt it consider cheating.......he still can say his company is XXXXX and his ex is so and so star and sleep with so and so etc nonsense why cant it be used against him....lies and lies and more lies.......he even use riguang's friends' pic from her friendster.........Dont know why so many people fall for it.......grabbing pics from others and saying it's his claiming this and that.....really very pathetic fellow.....yet irritating.....poor family of his, mainly his uncle and mum.He still doesnt want to understand the sorrows he is letting them suffer.If i didnt pity them i would have ask Crystal to sue him till bankrupt liao.......10k is not a small amount some more to cheat people of it.......no shame meh??Loan still got slowly return is one thing but his is the other......Say return her the hp and sim card.....where got 6500 where huh??? Empty words, empty promises, full of lies.....what a poor way of life. If a person cant keep their word on things then might as well dont be a human cos they dont have the logical mind of humans........be animal better lor.
A life of lies............really wonder how long more he will be scott-free and unpunished for his lies.As a man i really find him disgraceful.......lies aside.....where is his bone gas........spread rumors on other etc.....men where got like that.......shame shame le.......maybe he doesnt understand shame and he doesnt have a conscience probably that is why he can sleep at night.I have seen super poor people and super rich people and people of all walks of life through these yrs but i have never seen a person like him before.I really look down on him for cheating people of their savings.
How would anyone feel if you scrimp and saved for yrs a few thousand just to let it get cheated away........spent on medical bills is one thing but cheated your blood and sweat money........I for one cant forgive this type of people.
For now i am looking forward to the weekends and end of month.Weekends with her the whole day and end of month so that i can clear my own debts.......slowly one by one settle. Sick of living with debts.......Everytime use money will think of when can i spent it freely and not feeling guilty......hand to mouth......looking forward to hand to hand.Have been planning to buy a few things for a long time liao......hope to achieve them.....Tiny perks that i have been looking forward to.I wont name them cos i dont want Crystal to get them for me and cos some of it is for her....hehe........Time for me to zzz............have been thinking to deeply these few days....giving me headaches........it can all be solved but it takes time and hardwork.
I am looking forward to spending my future with her by my side.I will try to give her all the happiness i can.Happiness and sorrows will come i know but it will work out if we talked it out.