Going to be a long week ago. Body aching badly, haven't slept well for days due to air con breakdown , they need 2 weeks to replace a circuit board..... Stupid

Getting too tired and demoralized with everything.

Don't see any future currently in everything, not in relationships, job, everything.

Just feel like taking a long break and not thinking about anything. Can I lose my memories temporarily, forgetting who I am and letting go of things.

Think it's about time to rearrange my room and throwing things away. I find it to clustered and uncozy, there has been to many memories and sadness in there.

I think I am on the path to become cold hearted.

Don't know whether to look forward to sept high key ict. I am lost. Seems like depression and beer are the only things that are remaining with me daily