Getting too tired and lazy to blog recently.....container coming, spending time with crystal and 3 qing ming....getting heated up by fire and sun then drenched by rain.......never fallen ill already very lucky liao........finally got people kenna complain on other's blog liao......wonder if any legal action will be taken against him??.....hope not but let's hope he wakes up.........aches and pains and cuts and bruises are back...which means container has started to come.......kenna from crystal reently.....saying i scolded her.....means my morning just wake up tone is harsh.....dont think she knows what she did at exactly........2nd time liao....... she left a cup of fruit juice on the floor and bump over it while she was sleeping and trying to pull up her blanket.....lucky i woke up and checked.....if not ants will come and my flooring will be gone..... 1st time is orange juice, 2nd time is promen juice...what's next apple juice.......she is not really small to not know this is not a smart thing to do......sometimes i ffeel she pities herself too much or i am letting her get her way too much......maybe she doesnt really know why i wanted to bring her along for qing ming......i wanted to show her to my deceased grandparents and let them know that i hae found the one i want to settle down with. She may not find it important but i do. I even make it a point to remember about her family's side's qing ming......too bad in the end they never go.
Dont think i feel like blogging much......stupid rodenstock specs broke into 2...useless brand.....less than 2 yrs break 3 times.....so it's contacts again but i'm typing this without them.......got a very deep cut on my left thumb that is causing me a lot of pain.......stupid wound bleed for 20mins non stop......now still on off bleed.......that's all for no...no mood at all.........glad to know ray's gal is back........golden eagle.....hehe......
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
61th Post 14 April 08
Spent the weekend with Crystal......actually 2/3 of it to be accurate...why 2/3....haha.....cos i was doing delivery on sat from morning till 7.........what to do....doing delivery for big company ma......spent the rest of sat slack at home.....actually dear let me slack...i know.....she knew i was tiring so she mention to watch movie at home after that then we went to eat cos i know she was hungry.....i was watching her when she was eat her mee.....it was sweet.....even now when i think of her eating, i will smile.
Sunday was spent sleeping till 11 plus then we went for DIY session at AMK. I promised her a long time ago to install E68 into her car and i also add in a bonus.....2 pairs of magnet to help in power and FC....that session end around 3...then as a reward she treated me to a meal at thomson near sin ming road......tim sum.....not bad but still lose to the one at upper thomson.....following that we went to her place for her to do some laundry till around 5.30pm.....had to rush home after that cos my family were going out for dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday.But upon reaching home they were not ready yet so i went for a nap....really KO.....dead tired and dear played her game. Nap for 30 mins...power nap sia.....blur blur follow them out and keep asking them go where to eat.....after 10 mins in the car then they decided to go to SK for crabs....the place is called master crab i think.....but too pack so change to another place seletar camp.........but the place was gone so tried seletar country club but it was the same.....so in the end went to OCC......lucky there wasnt so pack but we still had to wait quite a while for food......nice food but not for people who dont like spicy food......really happy that dear enjoyed the food.....especially the chilli crab...hehe....spicy and hot.....after that headed home to rest.......for no reason i started to have brain cramps.....headaches la......but still managed to accompany Crystal as she played her game and till she went to bed.....hehe....
We cuddled for a while in bed and she told me something that i have been wanting to hear.She told me not to worry as she wanted to spend mon to wed at home.The reason she gave was to wash laundry and save money and sleep more.The few reasons i could think of are these she scare her mama miss her company, she needs more time to sleep cos i always sleep later and disturbed her sleep, she needs more time to do her programming and dont want to be interupted.I was worried at first abt this but later on I feel that it is a correct thing to do.Both she and me need our own space and time sometimes be it to sort out our thoughts or do our own things.If really something happens again then this is fate liao......She did it before i can only hope she doesnt do it again.......This is something i will not hide as they say once bitten twice shy ma......But i still feel it is the right thing to do.It will also be a test for me to see how much confidence i have in her and myself.....I can never be by her side 24/7 so if i really need to worry and think abt her all the time it will only make me more tired and emotionally unstable.
Especially for you to read dear........Now i'm alone in my room thinking of her and missing her.....my room feels empty without her in it and by my side.Keep looking at BiBi and getting a sad feeling and a kelian look from Bibi.Guess bibi misses crystal also or it should be just me......That is how much impact she has on me.Looking at this queen size bed only makes me feel how much more empty it is.......Dont know if she will slept well......her things are still here, scare she needs to use them but dont have them with her.See i think too much that it makes me tired at times.......her brush, her charger, her toner etc.........the worst is her lappy charger is in my room....haha.......and her mei mei brought the pc to her new home.Well it also means that if the lappy runs out of batt she cannot do work and must sleep early....hehe......2 more days till thursday....sian thursday still have to go taka after 10 for delivery......think by the time i'm back she should be asleep liao......dont know is it me thinking too much but i feel that there is sometime she is not telling me abt why she wants to spent mon to wed at home......Guess i really need to rebuild confidence in myself so that i can regain more confidence in others......I have been through quite a lot these 20 over yrs......somehow i have always been blaming myself for all that has happened.....from my grandmother's death to me getting ditched........I have never blamed anyone but myself.......I also question myself more than others........no wonder my hairline is going higher.......guess the high forehead thing is correct......thinking too much caused it........I asked abt the HDB only cos of one thing....I wanted to settle down......getting a home shows more that i want to settle down with crystal I didnt think abt getting a home until crystal called abt wanting one cos i know that it is quite hard due to my family commitments......that is where fillal and love collides in me......really have a lot of thoughts flying in my mind but i cant seem to settle them smoothly even taking them one step at a time seems hard.....life isnt that smooth to me......ups and downs and toughness.......maybe it's all a challenge to turn me into a better man........why do some people have it smooth in life where others suffer through life??Karma ??????? Then i must had been a bad person last time cos no matter how many good deeds i have done till now in this life it is not enough to cover.........April will be coming to an end soon that only means a few things......crystal's birthday is coming wanted to get her a surprise present but seems like not going to happen liao.......IPPT is ending soon.....headache headache and more headaches.........sian..........did i really take a every wrong step in life....but if i didnt take that step then maybe i wouldnt have met crystal and fallen for her head over heals......
There are too many questions in life that anyone can solve......we can only try to seek out the answers one at a time....2am ..........been typing for the last 45mins....guess it's time to sleep.......Fan........
Sunday was spent sleeping till 11 plus then we went for DIY session at AMK. I promised her a long time ago to install E68 into her car and i also add in a bonus.....2 pairs of magnet to help in power and FC....that session end around 3...then as a reward she treated me to a meal at thomson near sin ming road......tim sum.....not bad but still lose to the one at upper thomson.....following that we went to her place for her to do some laundry till around 5.30pm.....had to rush home after that cos my family were going out for dinner to celebrate my mum's birthday.But upon reaching home they were not ready yet so i went for a nap....really KO.....dead tired and dear played her game. Nap for 30 mins...power nap sia.....blur blur follow them out and keep asking them go where to eat.....after 10 mins in the car then they decided to go to SK for crabs....the place is called master crab i think.....but too pack so change to another place seletar camp.........but the place was gone so tried seletar country club but it was the same.....so in the end went to OCC......lucky there wasnt so pack but we still had to wait quite a while for food......nice food but not for people who dont like spicy food......really happy that dear enjoyed the food.....especially the chilli crab...hehe....spicy and hot.....after that headed home to rest.......for no reason i started to have brain cramps.....headaches la......but still managed to accompany Crystal as she played her game and till she went to bed.....hehe....
We cuddled for a while in bed and she told me something that i have been wanting to hear.She told me not to worry as she wanted to spend mon to wed at home.The reason she gave was to wash laundry and save money and sleep more.The few reasons i could think of are these she scare her mama miss her company, she needs more time to sleep cos i always sleep later and disturbed her sleep, she needs more time to do her programming and dont want to be interupted.I was worried at first abt this but later on I feel that it is a correct thing to do.Both she and me need our own space and time sometimes be it to sort out our thoughts or do our own things.If really something happens again then this is fate liao......She did it before i can only hope she doesnt do it again.......This is something i will not hide as they say once bitten twice shy ma......But i still feel it is the right thing to do.It will also be a test for me to see how much confidence i have in her and myself.....I can never be by her side 24/7 so if i really need to worry and think abt her all the time it will only make me more tired and emotionally unstable.
Especially for you to read dear........Now i'm alone in my room thinking of her and missing her.....my room feels empty without her in it and by my side.Keep looking at BiBi and getting a sad feeling and a kelian look from Bibi.Guess bibi misses crystal also or it should be just me......That is how much impact she has on me.Looking at this queen size bed only makes me feel how much more empty it is.......Dont know if she will slept well......her things are still here, scare she needs to use them but dont have them with her.See i think too much that it makes me tired at times.......her brush, her charger, her toner etc.........the worst is her lappy charger is in my room....haha.......and her mei mei brought the pc to her new home.Well it also means that if the lappy runs out of batt she cannot do work and must sleep early....hehe......2 more days till thursday....sian thursday still have to go taka after 10 for delivery......think by the time i'm back she should be asleep liao......dont know is it me thinking too much but i feel that there is sometime she is not telling me abt why she wants to spent mon to wed at home......Guess i really need to rebuild confidence in myself so that i can regain more confidence in others......I have been through quite a lot these 20 over yrs......somehow i have always been blaming myself for all that has happened.....from my grandmother's death to me getting ditched........I have never blamed anyone but myself.......I also question myself more than others........no wonder my hairline is going higher.......guess the high forehead thing is correct......thinking too much caused it........I asked abt the HDB only cos of one thing....I wanted to settle down......getting a home shows more that i want to settle down with crystal I didnt think abt getting a home until crystal called abt wanting one cos i know that it is quite hard due to my family commitments......that is where fillal and love collides in me......really have a lot of thoughts flying in my mind but i cant seem to settle them smoothly even taking them one step at a time seems hard.....life isnt that smooth to me......ups and downs and toughness.......maybe it's all a challenge to turn me into a better man........why do some people have it smooth in life where others suffer through life??Karma ??????? Then i must had been a bad person last time cos no matter how many good deeds i have done till now in this life it is not enough to cover.........April will be coming to an end soon that only means a few things......crystal's birthday is coming wanted to get her a surprise present but seems like not going to happen liao.......IPPT is ending soon.....headache headache and more headaches.........sian..........did i really take a every wrong step in life....but if i didnt take that step then maybe i wouldnt have met crystal and fallen for her head over heals......
There are too many questions in life that anyone can solve......we can only try to seek out the answers one at a time....2am ..........been typing for the last 45mins....guess it's time to sleep.......Fan........
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
60th Post 10 April 08
Nothing happened much these few days....at least nothing of much interest.......my working life is back to normal people lifestyle.....10 to abt 6 on most days......During deliveries for big mattress company....cant name which......seeing all the rich people's houses in SG.....ready huge......imagine my 5 room flat cant even compare to their living room.......huge sia......Think their house should be worth millions now.......things have been going on between me and dear.....we start to talk more and share more problems........problems which i cant solve much now......really have to take it step by step........Saw Agneo today at Mactaggart Rd while driving around looking for office cum store.....kind of cute to see him in pants and white polo T......too used to seeing him in bermudas liao....also very long never see him and joreen liao.......Dear is getting busy and so am I.Havent been a good bf lately but thanks dear for being understanding.....Havent sent her to work or picked her up since i started my normal working hours.....she wake up, I'm still sleeping and when i come back she off work liao.I cant ask for much but seeing her everyday has already made me happy.I could still remember how i felt and live life when she left me....the pain and sorrow was unbearerable.......yet now she is by my side again but i still cant help her much....the helplessness is still there but i know i have something to look forward to....payday.......not much but it will still help in so sense......at least i can help a bit to solve her problems cos mainly by Mr A.K. Crystal told me that her mum intents to paint the whole living room.......looks like one of the weekends will be used up again....but i dont mind cos she will be by my side motiviting me.....This sunday will be going to her mother's side qing ming, night with my family for dinner, next sunday my side qing ming again.......must find time liao to spend painting her house......Just now she complained abt me working on the lappy again.....I know the main reason is that she doesnt want me to be stress out with work........and she wants more of my attention.At least now i understand her more cos we communicate.......I know i cant help her in a lot of things so i give her a hug, these few days work till never hug her also.....when i hug her she told me she wanted to show me her friendster's shoutout.....to my surprise she wanted a hug also......
I'm so glad that i made her happy with a simple thing like a hug......Guys out there remember to do it often....a hug beat a lot of things.......it always smoothes my soul when i am worried or troubled.......a hug from the back gives a feeling of secureness.......from the front gives a comforting feeliong....dont mix up the 2......Havent spend much time with my friends and buddies.......hongjun and rayson are busy.....eric i'm not sure but one thing i am sure is that she wont be angry with me cos they know that i am now gf first........sorry Yati i know i havent sms you much lately......i try to find one of the days to ask you out for coffee with my gf k....let you know her so if she bullies me you must help me hor............busy and tired till never blog much also.....blog counter also never jump much.......but i know a few people are looking.......people from canada, england, australia.....i can guess who you are....... SG no need to say la.....i still find it weird to blog when Crystal is awake beside me, could it be that i cant express what i want or is it that i am afraid of things that may hurt her feelings if she reads it when i am typing it???
I try not to type things that may hurt her feelings but if i dont, i dont find it fair to her.Blogging is a way to let her know how and what i feel towards things, it a way for me to express myself.......I wont care abt others' thoughts or feelings cos it will deter what i want to blog abt.The only one whom i care abt is Crystal.
When she made the police report and told me the results i was thinking.....there isnt much of a case on Mr A.K but should the police by able to do anything abt it???......It's true that people lend him the money willingly but isnt it consider an oral legal contract.as loansharks says O$P$.............cant it be used as a contract.......So if he uses the same method his own life the law cant do anything abt it and it is legal??....like that a lot of people will suffer and he will get richer........ a bit stupid le.......big loophole in law liao..... William take note hor....next time you can help to change SG law.........if he can verbally lend money from everyone and yet the law cant do anything isnt it consider cheating.......he still can say his company is XXXXX and his ex is so and so star and sleep with so and so etc nonsense why cant it be used against him....lies and lies and more lies.......he even use riguang's friends' pic from her friendster.........Dont know why so many people fall for it.......grabbing pics from others and saying it's his claiming this and that.....really very pathetic fellow.....yet irritating.....poor family of his, mainly his uncle and mum.He still doesnt want to understand the sorrows he is letting them suffer.If i didnt pity them i would have ask Crystal to sue him till bankrupt liao.......10k is not a small amount some more to cheat people of it.......no shame meh??Loan still got slowly return is one thing but his is the other......Say return her the hp and sim card.....where got 6500 where huh??? Empty words, empty promises, full of lies.....what a poor way of life. If a person cant keep their word on things then might as well dont be a human cos they dont have the logical mind of humans........be animal better lor.
A life of lies............really wonder how long more he will be scott-free and unpunished for his lies.As a man i really find him disgraceful.......lies aside.....where is his bone gas........spread rumors on other etc.....men where got like that.......shame shame le.......maybe he doesnt understand shame and he doesnt have a conscience probably that is why he can sleep at night.I have seen super poor people and super rich people and people of all walks of life through these yrs but i have never seen a person like him before.I really look down on him for cheating people of their savings.
How would anyone feel if you scrimp and saved for yrs a few thousand just to let it get cheated away........spent on medical bills is one thing but cheated your blood and sweat money........I for one cant forgive this type of people.
For now i am looking forward to the weekends and end of month.Weekends with her the whole day and end of month so that i can clear my own debts.......slowly one by one settle. Sick of living with debts.......Everytime use money will think of when can i spent it freely and not feeling guilty......hand to mouth......looking forward to hand to hand.Have been planning to buy a few things for a long time liao......hope to achieve them.....Tiny perks that i have been looking forward to.I wont name them cos i dont want Crystal to get them for me and cos some of it is for her....hehe........Time for me to zzz............have been thinking to deeply these few days....giving me headaches........it can all be solved but it takes time and hardwork.
I am looking forward to spending my future with her by my side.I will try to give her all the happiness i can.Happiness and sorrows will come i know but it will work out if we talked it out.
I'm so glad that i made her happy with a simple thing like a hug......Guys out there remember to do it often....a hug beat a lot of things.......it always smoothes my soul when i am worried or troubled.......a hug from the back gives a feeling of secureness.......from the front gives a comforting feeliong....dont mix up the 2......Havent spend much time with my friends and buddies.......hongjun and rayson are busy.....eric i'm not sure but one thing i am sure is that she wont be angry with me cos they know that i am now gf first........sorry Yati i know i havent sms you much lately......i try to find one of the days to ask you out for coffee with my gf k....let you know her so if she bullies me you must help me hor............busy and tired till never blog much also.....blog counter also never jump much.......but i know a few people are looking.......people from canada, england, australia.....i can guess who you are....... SG no need to say la.....i still find it weird to blog when Crystal is awake beside me, could it be that i cant express what i want or is it that i am afraid of things that may hurt her feelings if she reads it when i am typing it???
I try not to type things that may hurt her feelings but if i dont, i dont find it fair to her.Blogging is a way to let her know how and what i feel towards things, it a way for me to express myself.......I wont care abt others' thoughts or feelings cos it will deter what i want to blog abt.The only one whom i care abt is Crystal.
When she made the police report and told me the results i was thinking.....there isnt much of a case on Mr A.K but should the police by able to do anything abt it???......It's true that people lend him the money willingly but isnt it consider an oral legal contract.as loansharks says O$P$.............cant it be used as a contract.......So if he uses the same method his own life the law cant do anything abt it and it is legal??....like that a lot of people will suffer and he will get richer........ a bit stupid le.......big loophole in law liao..... William take note hor....next time you can help to change SG law.........if he can verbally lend money from everyone and yet the law cant do anything isnt it consider cheating.......he still can say his company is XXXXX and his ex is so and so star and sleep with so and so etc nonsense why cant it be used against him....lies and lies and more lies.......he even use riguang's friends' pic from her friendster.........Dont know why so many people fall for it.......grabbing pics from others and saying it's his claiming this and that.....really very pathetic fellow.....yet irritating.....poor family of his, mainly his uncle and mum.He still doesnt want to understand the sorrows he is letting them suffer.If i didnt pity them i would have ask Crystal to sue him till bankrupt liao.......10k is not a small amount some more to cheat people of it.......no shame meh??Loan still got slowly return is one thing but his is the other......Say return her the hp and sim card.....where got 6500 where huh??? Empty words, empty promises, full of lies.....what a poor way of life. If a person cant keep their word on things then might as well dont be a human cos they dont have the logical mind of humans........be animal better lor.
A life of lies............really wonder how long more he will be scott-free and unpunished for his lies.As a man i really find him disgraceful.......lies aside.....where is his bone gas........spread rumors on other etc.....men where got like that.......shame shame le.......maybe he doesnt understand shame and he doesnt have a conscience probably that is why he can sleep at night.I have seen super poor people and super rich people and people of all walks of life through these yrs but i have never seen a person like him before.I really look down on him for cheating people of their savings.
How would anyone feel if you scrimp and saved for yrs a few thousand just to let it get cheated away........spent on medical bills is one thing but cheated your blood and sweat money........I for one cant forgive this type of people.
For now i am looking forward to the weekends and end of month.Weekends with her the whole day and end of month so that i can clear my own debts.......slowly one by one settle. Sick of living with debts.......Everytime use money will think of when can i spent it freely and not feeling guilty......hand to mouth......looking forward to hand to hand.Have been planning to buy a few things for a long time liao......hope to achieve them.....Tiny perks that i have been looking forward to.I wont name them cos i dont want Crystal to get them for me and cos some of it is for her....hehe........Time for me to zzz............have been thinking to deeply these few days....giving me headaches........it can all be solved but it takes time and hardwork.
I am looking forward to spending my future with her by my side.I will try to give her all the happiness i can.Happiness and sorrows will come i know but it will work out if we talked it out.
59th Post 9 April 08
Pics from the last weekend....long and tiring......most memorable ones are...roll royce parked at hdb mcp........super ex car le.......dont know what the owner is thinking.......qing ming on my mum's side..... shelter people with umbrella while i get wet and getting super hot cos of burning ming zi.......and of course having supper with my dear......food taken was of the food hor...eyes dont anyhow wonder.
Friday, April 4, 2008
58th Post 4 April 2008
Started normal working again.......going around SG again......lol....... look out for crazy 14ft lorry driving around........oops
First delivery place....Bugis........Super hot in the morning
Taken before the wedding starts
Taken in her room.....hehe
Pretty Smile
Mei Nu 4
Mei Nu 3
My favorite pic of dear......
Mei Nu 2
Mei Nu
Thursday, April 3, 2008
57th Post 29 March 2008
One shot updated last week's activities till 29th March 08.....all pics and minimum words...as they say a pic is worth a thousand words.It's my blog so whoever doesnt like it can go suck thumb.....lol......
Tent for the kids to play and nap in......
Tired face of me.....pretty face of her......hehe
29th Fishing trip at Pasir Ris Pond......Before reaching fishing spot
Pic of dear......naughty face....lol
After Tabasco....lol...spicy spicy
My food before Tabasco
The following pic supper that i ordered for dear.....Mad Jacks
Fish I caught at Pasir Ris Farmway
It's finally back in my room
The jap food on platoon outing
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