101th Post 18 May 10

Almost 2 month have passed..... Seem like a long time but yet it feels so short.

Things have happened and are happening.... Next mth got Bahtiar's wedding...... reservice..... Dec 1st got range whole morning.... Container coming in 1 and 8 days....... Yiming's wedding in 3.....

For no reason my back seems to be hurting more... guess i'm really getting even older than i expected.

Headaches seem to come deeper and more frequent.......

There are more headaches that i shouldnt even be having.... Thanks for the advices people.

Doubt it is something that i already know and expected before.

There are always a lot of reasons and excuses we can use. But the base is the same.......it is to cover our own ass and try to shift the blame.

Think i'm getting tired and numb of the crap. The things are not really something i should be thinking and worried about.

Thanks KJ and William for your offers. Appreciate it.

Been spending a lot of time thinking about things and also spending a lot more time to clear up my gathered thoughts. My conclusions are clear and the steps are ready, all that awaits is the next step forward.......

Messy thoughts .........