105th Post 29 May 10

What a nice night on thursday. Hanging around with my buddies and their next half at the ktv.....

In the end 5 jugs still not enough.I think i still drunk the most...... Lucky ray reminded me that hong's birthday is coming so i presume he is celebrating his birthday early..... Thanks ray for letting me share the present if not i also dont know what to get him.It was happy hanging out with them and being able to "let my hair own".

Safra at mount faber is disappointing..... looks nice outside but so small inside. But the plus was that KJ's baby looks so cute...... Too bad only 3 of us went, the rest was no show. I only know Goh was sick and CS went overseas for short holiday. The rest no show...... how can like that platoon mate le..... Guess the next time we will meet up is during CS's wedding.... that will be fun..... now looking forward to ICT.

Yesterday still managed to meet glen with pearl and jensen at changi T3 TCC.... After that still can go O+ to drink...... shiok and fun..... surprising never get drunk....... Think my alcohol tolerance is getting better or just that i never drink enough.

Tomorrow will be another long day..... Jb in the morning and Auntie's birthday at night.

I somehow feel that Elvin is acting a bit funny. Feels not like him. I worry what's the exact problem.
Weiyuan's complexion is getting very good, smooth and supple and glowing. Dont tell me he is using SK II.....hmm...... Still the same old him. Wei yi siao.....lol

What a long day today, but i'm happy. At least i managed to clear half a lorry of goods. Too bad that container is coming again soon......... hai.

104th Post 22 May 10

What a day.... cut 2 of my fingers badly while fixing a shoe cabinet...... shag and sore all over .......

Tired till jam brake twice to avoid 2 accidents........ scary.

Container coming again on around 25th to 26th...... I wonder how much can be delivered...... doubt it will be much.... My lorry is getting full again... Always packing lorry, no wonder i can always clear my ippt easily.

103th Post 19 May 10

Stupid container delay again......... 4 to 5pm reach become 8 to 9pm......... waste my time waiting.......... like that tomorrow sure damn xiong....... dont care see can send how many only. Think should be only 3 inovice can send only.... weekday le..... night time i got function how to send........ The many ways to die mood again.

All push to friday and sat..... who dont let me send than too bad for them already........ next container coming on 25th........ All those who postpone me before sure kenna push back by me..... Container customer first...... My turn to play punk.......

All jam together on end of the month.....siao........ Dont die also hard....... I wonder will any customers ask me why is my face so "black" ........ I will sure suan them one..... sabo me .........

102th Post 18 May 10

Container delay one more day......... sian. hopefully tomorrow morning open then i can quickly clear it. Dont want to be too tired on the 20th. Yati's birthday coming...... Yes i remember your birthday my friend.....hehe...got heart hor.

Hongjun's is coming next month 2nd....... a lot of birthdays.... mine also.... getting old seems to be bringing me more headaches then neccessary but it is a part and parcel of life.

Looks like the weather tomorrow will be as bad as today...... HOT...........

Worry what should i know on thursday.......hmm.

Jeans and shirt or shirt and pants........

Think i should wear smart casual..... but somehow i got a feeling my parents will scold me for wearing like that.haha.....see how liao....sian......

Just hope that all the customers let me send their things smoothly..... dont keep having postpones...... It's taking up a lot of space in my lorry...........

I find that i am reverting to my previous previous me....yes the secondary school me......

The Charles that hack cares and dont give a damn about much things about others.
The hard hearted and asshole me..... hope my bad temper doesnt leak in..... That will be scary.

I feel a packing my room day coming.........
Things to throw as a reminder....
1. magazines
2. extra old computer parts
3. Old clothes
4. Old sports wear
5. Tidy up plus cleaning the floor
6. Vaccuming
7. Repack my Army field pack..........think can throw away some of the 7 pack items and helmet..... Anyway i dont need to wear it at all. Jockey cap can also throw. I shall just leave my beret and jungle hat.

Talking about that i am really looking forward to my reservice.......

Dont really feel like celebrating my birthday. Seems like there is nothing to celebrate about. What's so special.... It just means I'm getting another step closer to death....haha

Think i should brush up on my Unigraphics......... Anyone got the book to lend me........ really rusty liao. Colour also forgot how to change liao.

Things I aim to achieve by end of year.

Clear my ippt.......
Get a proper laptop.....
Tidy up my room.......
Re-organize my room......
Smoke less........and drink more.....lol......

Dont know whether should i let running get back into my life.

By the way if you got read this miko..... why did you ask me that Qs yesterday huh.....

101th Post 18 May 10

Almost 2 month have passed..... Seem like a long time but yet it feels so short.

Things have happened and are happening.... Next mth got Bahtiar's wedding...... reservice..... Dec 1st got range whole morning.... Container coming in 1 and 8 days....... Yiming's wedding in 3.....

For no reason my back seems to be hurting more... guess i'm really getting even older than i expected.

Headaches seem to come deeper and more frequent.......

There are more headaches that i shouldnt even be having.... Thanks for the advices people.

Doubt it is something that i already know and expected before.

There are always a lot of reasons and excuses we can use. But the base is the same.......it is to cover our own ass and try to shift the blame.

Think i'm getting tired and numb of the crap. The things are not really something i should be thinking and worried about.

Thanks KJ and William for your offers. Appreciate it.

Been spending a lot of time thinking about things and also spending a lot more time to clear up my gathered thoughts. My conclusions are clear and the steps are ready, all that awaits is the next step forward.......

Messy thoughts .........